LiL SNOWMAN
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Monday, January 31, 2005,
♥ 5:55 AM
hmmx...was actually sick on sat29/1,had CIP in de morning,which was exxxtreemmely fun! i will nv forget it...hahax,my grp ppl r,minyi,audrey,jessie,kristy,mi,melvin,jie ren,ben chua,and mu xing...we went to blk 104 to collect newspaper...hmmx...not a lot of newspaper collected during the 1st round bahx,but was a lot when we combine wif our grps in our class..heex..up n down the blks...gd manx..exercising...=)den we help to tie up stuffs n others lors..denx oh ya..then when i audrey,melvin n mu xing finish another blk,they told us tt there's a bontina..aiya..female ''ghost''? of cos it was not! then when i follow minyi n jessie up to the 2nd floor to see de lady ritex,i was immediately freak out lors..cos is shooo scary at the 1st look! i onli tool a peep n i was so terrified tt i almost cried out...the sight was tt a lady wif long white hair was standing by de roadside...then the wind blow against her n her brown dress sway along...omgx..the 1st sight was really...!! den i scream n run all de way back to blk102,the collection point..where others r also there...cos at 1st i really thought she was a ghostx..its really scaring lors..2nd time when i try to see again,cos they tell mi she's jus a human...den other guys also there mahs..so i went wif jessie again..i think..to the staircase...then i see her again..i was -O-!still...speechless...cos i dun y..but the sight jus seem as scary...n i think i ran back againx...ha..seem to be soo silly of mi...3rd time..i,jessie,kristy,minyi,qian ting,melvin,jie ren,mu xing,we climbed up de slope to look at the lady againx...n at 1st i had the same reaction..ut later on..i slowly slowly see her again,i den finally not scared of her le..cos we saw her smiling to a couple tt had passed by her...kristy also said she was quite poor thing becos she was by herself...hmmx..sounds true..maybe onli becos of her hair tt was scary bahx...but it was a really enjoyable CIP day...hahax...next year we cant have the same 2/4 doing together le..so everything we do this year mus cherish it well...
Friday, January 28, 2005,
tiring dayx----- appreciate things ppl do
♥ 11:59 PM
tiring day...appreciate things ppl do,do not take things for granted
hmmx...today went to school wif jessie as usual...was kinda ok bahx..then today was some1's birthday..well...n so bout 8 of us decided to give him a 'surprise'so a few days ago,we bought this'surpries gift'for him,hoping to lik zheng him,when we give him tt present ritex,we thought he was really happy,n we were happy seeing him happy too..who noes...'outer emotions' do decieve us...tt person grumbles about the present becos it was too small in size..well i mean the persent has a size...n he start blaming us for tt...noe wad? he say wad we have bought for him is jus a piece of rag..hey..cant he learn to appreciate things? i really feel lik talking back when he actually start purposely using a loud voice to hint us about it..he keep saying the persent was useless n he said he hated it...worst of worst,he said we had ruined his birthday n he even gave away the present we 8 girls gave to him rite in front of us!! isnt he too much? heyx,hadnt he heard be4 its thoughts tt counts? n wad is this for? attitude?pls lors...wad he mean?
jus give away lik tt eh? he kept critising it for almost the whole day..how r we suppose to noe the size of his? we had the courage to buy tt already v.gd liaox lors...den he think he wad? birthday v.big arhx? i dun mean to say it this way,but i was thinking tt he was really too much! we had put in so much effort,hoping to give him a surprise or a nice birthday..yet he said we ruined his birthday...its on de fact tt today's his birthday then i nv talked back to him de lors...he is so sacarstic!somemore maybe we might not even give him any single thing lors...den he think wad? he king arhx? he's so rude lors...TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED!!1 year liaox attitude still de same..he onli think for himself! not for others...he nv think of wad we have wanted his birthday to be lik lors,we wanted him to be happy leix! then for no reasons he blamed us for choosing the wrong size for him,is lik,hey,we r not ur mother,ur siblings or ur wife kz? how r we suppose to noe? common sense...we r friends le,then we still quarrel wif us wif such a small matter...childish or wad?
i dun wan to say out de lors,but he really too much le...seriouslyx...
dead beat when i reach home at 10+pm today!! after co at 6 still mus go for the dance thingy,but the open space there was kinda windy n i ,jessie n kristy had a v.v.v. nice n warm heartening chat throughout the whole evening n night..hahax,we were laughing and agreeing on stuffs so n so...hahax,had such a great time wif u 2!! we joke wif the dance teacher a little too...hmmx..tml still got the full dress rehearsal..sians!!cos will reach home v.late...tired tired! tml got CIP newspaper collection..cant wait!!!=)
Wednesday, January 26, 2005,
Y s?
♥ 9:58 PM
y r things so different nowx?
y issit everything'x taken away when de last piece of puzzle is almos fixed?
y r the things i see r onli my illusion?
y do i have to be brave in front of u?
y didnt i scream my head off in front of u?
y cant i bear to?
y r somethings not meant to be?
y r memories kept so clearly in my heart?
y do i have 2 pretend not to care when i actually mind abt u ..alot...
y i have to control my feelings instead of letting them wonder?
y does ur image keep appearing in my mind?
y should i hear bt things concerning u?
y cant i put my gaze somewhere elses?
y do i have to smilex when i dun feel lik?
y r things so unpredicable?
y am i lost?
y did i believe in fate?
y on earth...i fall in love wif u?