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Thursday, July 27, 2006,
♥ 3:56 AM
hoho.hohoho.
hehes. today was still okie!! but den morning i overlsept like siao la. suppose to wake at 5 20 to meet minyi at fajar lrt at 6 15 but i woke up onli at 5 55 am n shower dressed up n rush n pack bag, grab all my stuffs n went out of my house at 6 18. haha. super hurry la. almost forget my pe attire tie n nametag. cos yest night went joggin with sis after tt study bio n fell asleep when i onli wanted to ''rest'' for 5 mins with my head on my study table. ahha. den woke up ard 1am plus n put everything aside n went to dreamland le. haha.was so tired last night tt while i was pressing my phone's alarm, i haven press finish den i fall asleep le! haha. so when this morning my alarm rang i was like omg...its 5 55 am. hehes. sorry minyi for being late!! =D
den we went pending meet drey n took bus to sch. ehhes. reached sch i was like so at a loss. hehe. duno wad to start doing n in de end i was like ehh..nth much done though i went sch early. hee.
PE WAS FUN!! HEES! super funny la. girls played captain ball!! hehes. den i become referry!! haha. n i think ii am quite a failure as a referry la. haha.got once v funny cos joyce also ref mahs, den mr liew ask who is ref for de court haha. den i n joyce at the same time raise our hand say''me'' haha. den we all laugh lo. super funny la. cos de court divided into 2 den onli 1 ref on one part of the court den we 2 mixed up le. hahas. den hor i think i ref until v blur also lei. hehe. sorry. den mr liew ask me all i also say i duno!! haha. den hor got once he ask me is which grp's ball den i say chong ying! den i say ''chongying's...,a! no! '' haha. den i'm like opps... cos i ref den me myself not sure. haha. mr liew say mus be firm!! haha. hmm. den got once agan suddenly mr liew ask me did i saw tt foul. haha. den i'm liek huh? I DUN KNOW !! haha. den i sound so shrieky la. n jus cannot stop laughing at myself becos i was a bit liek staring into space den dun even noe wad foul was tt. haha. den after tt went in to play n stuffs la. hehes. nice game i think. hehes!
yanting be more careful next time okies!! get well soon!!=D=D=D!
hehs hehs. today during lessons i wasnt sleepy at all!! haha.woohooo! much more better den last week. hehs hehs! gd lor. hehes. e maths test was okie i guess but i was super careless. hahaha.
n today stayed back for chem spa!! i so stupid la. cos de residue blocking my filter paper den de water cant go down right den i use glass rod to mixed n stir n poke. den poke poke poke suddenly everything plus de residue went into de boiling tube den i'm like'' oh o...'' haha. den look at miss chow den she say de filter paper can tear easily de n i forget clear abt it leis. so yeahs i looked into de filter paper n it was really a big big hole. hehes. sorry filter paper! i dun mean to poke a hole in u. hehes. sorry!
n nice nice talk with my dearest durga chocolate again!! haha. sorry arhs all my ran away technics!!!=D hehes.
n ya!! lunch time went to canteen with farhanah n i saw tuesday de canteen de baby!!! haha. super duper cute leis!! 2 teeth onli!! haha. den she always wan to take my mickey water bottle den i v bad i say ''dun wan leis'' hahaha. den she keep looking at me peijie n yuhui with many question marks. haha. super cute la. n i went to say byebye to her!! hope she come often! haha. i wan play with her leis! hehes!
n i think i am kinda naughty at times. hehes. sorry la. cant help it. hehes. today i realise my head can balance a lot of things!! haha. pencil box n highlighter!! =D u can not? haha. cannot rights! hehes
n went home after bio afternoon test. haha. okie la. my 6 marks gone i think. hehes. rain n rain n so take bsu with durga chocolater n i walked in de rain. haha. medium size rain. hehes. so long nv in rain le. it feels gd. haha.
blow wind blow.
blow my saddness away.
=))
dumpling , wo hao xiang you yi dian dian xiang ni. ha.
ppl! TOMMORROW IS FRIDAY!!=D=D=D
Tuesday, July 25, 2006,
♥ 4:42 AM
hoho.monday was alrights. hehes.
feeling my arms super super pain becos got blueblack on both hands ,elbows n waist ! haha. becos saturday went to de fun fair with xiaopang! haha. okie. i wan say bout saturday !
saturday!
hee.morning meet with xiaopang n was late for a min. haha.cos she play cheat one lor. haha. den we went bankit to have breakfast n beside me was a baby girl! haha she super cute la. when i wan take her sweet den she will raise her hand high high dun let me take. hehes. cutes~
den after on went to xiaopang's house to do hw. haha. but talked more la. onli mananged to finish english. hehes. fun la. den we went to bugis! hehes. eat eat eat walk walk n went to temple lo. hehes. fun journey! hees. den went back to de lot1 funfair where i was jus so super paisey la. went to this ride tt freaks me out like hell. throughout tt 7 mins i guess i was screaming like hell n i was like sliding off de seat n keep hitting against the ssafety beat wire n give me tt bluebalck. ouch!! haha. den somemore de uncle stop de whole thing n ask me to sit properly. anyway i really freak out leis. almost die there cos i didnt expect it to be so scary. ahha. i screamed like hell lo. omg n omg throughout. v paisey lei. so many ppl see n i was de loudest. haha. where ppl dun find it scary at all.ah malu lo.den wads worst is tt after i come down from de ride hors i blur blur step into a puddle of mud leis. den my shoe n feet kana mud! hahas. den hor i'm like ahh~ haha. den still cannot recover from de shock de ride gave me. den went to buy water n wash away rights,thanku my dearest xiaopang for helping me. den hors de funniest part is xiaopang helped me wash den her specs drop down too into de puddle of water den we ran out of water le so i inisted in helping her wash de specs. so i ran off to by water without 1 of my shoe leis. tt means i barefoot on one side. can u imagine lo. i jus ran like tt to buy de water. haha. but there is like nightmarket la so i think nobody notice. hee.so faster rsuhed back after buyin n yeahs. so funny la both of us. haha. anyway had fun. hehes.
xiaopang!! stay strong n happy always!!=D
bought a waterbottle n pencil box with xiaopang! i like it loads! haha.make me like to drink water more! ahha. yeahs yeahs so i jus stared into de rain.
silence throughout me.
i feel quiet.
=))
hmm. today : alrights. big big rain in de morning n while i was in de classroom i really feel like being in de rain. haha.but i dun wan to get my socks wet. heeh
after sch during lunch with imah. n i had this super nice talk with my miss chocolate!! ahaha. thanku so much for listening!!=D=D mus take de strepsils k!=D
this world is jus too cold. i dun understand y ppl wan o hurt one another?
be kind to ppl n kindness will come back to u
i wont say i am not selfish. but i'll try=))
Friday, July 21, 2006,
♥ 8:26 AM
hohos.let me recount for this whole week. haha. too tired to blog. hmm. but yeahs. duno y tis whole week in class i am super tired. yups. from mon to fri. is like omg la. i duno y but everyday in class i jus feel like dozing off. also duno y. last time also ard same time sleep. but yeahs. duno la. ha.
monday :
super tired!! haha. den went to red cross in de afternoon with twinny bell n her angl ! haha. was kinda okie n fun! hehes. went to get stuffs for red cross n yeahs while i n bell at ntuc we fight to look for where oat is placed at n we were like holding onto each other dun let each other find it 1st. haha.super lame la. n thanku twinny for getting ''lunch'' for me. haha. appreciate it a lot a lot. hehes. hmms. den at red cross got other grp of volunteers there too !! haha. hmms. dey super friendly!! =D n got 1 adult he draws super gd! hehes. anyway,its nice to see boss n pauline ,dearest renson,valerie,harry,shalini,steph,hantong,jamie n many many!! haha. kinda long time didnt go le mahs. hehes. n yeahs yeahs. everyone is still okie i guess? hees. hmm.
renson was in sch n onli came back with steph at 6 + .haha.anyway super excited when i see him la. haha. he become cute-er n more handsome boy le!! haha. love him loads =)) hehes. den den stayed there till like near to 7 den we left le lo. hehes. super enjoyable =))
oh ya before tt! haha. when we were going to red cross right, super funny la. i n twinny bell we bluff angl.haha. cos after de bus stop after de salvation army there, the bus would past by a bus stop without stopin n stop at another de mah.so when de bus past by de one it wouldnt stop right, i n bell acted shock y didnt de bus stop den we bluff angl.haha.den v funny la. he also shck den keep pressing de door bell.haha.den i n twinnyy there laugh till burst. hahaa. den yeahs. after tt he realise we tricked him! =D
AFTER ttt had dinner with twinny n was woohooly enjoyable!!=D hahah. had ice kachang but de peanut one was eww. haha.anyway thanku twinny for it!=D
hmm.n someone told me to shudup during recess today. duhs...
TUESDAY :
hehe.today got some china students come our sch.den when dey arrived i am still a bit blur in my actions la. signs man. i jus cannot stand my blur-ness. n de china studnets were friendly la. haha. i chunyu aimin we sorta talked with ya jun n his friend.ahha.sry i forgotten his name. anyways,dey r friendly n funny! haha.so de 5 of us talk alot of stuffs la. talk crap talk this talk tt. haha. v funny la. haha. n yeahs dey joined us for lessons lor. hehes.
haha.oh ya! n super cute lei de ya jun n friend. haha. i ask dem wad name den i ask dem wad name dey wan call me. so ya jun's friend say XIAO MEI!! HAHA. OMG LO. super funny den i laugh out loud den say okie!! haha. later on i ask again he say i call ah mei! hahaha. super cute la. n yeahs. i am happy with my new founded name! ahha
PC wad okie!!! ahaha. enjoyable !
but den recess today got ppl ask me to go away n looked like she's gonna eat me up. haha
oh ya after tt there was a talk on timour leste i think. SUPER nice man. is like kinda touchin de video ! i wan go overseas do volunteer work!!!!! haha. dun care. die die my this life also mus at least go overseas once to do volunteer work! ahha. hopefully lor.
no napha retest today!! haha. n i kinda happy la. becos i need to retake my sit n reach =(( aww.hahaa. anyway.shant be bothered by it la. i fail le fail le. wad can i do? ahhaa. re take lor.so jus went to plaza with imah n xi! haha. bought my dragonflies stuffs n went home with my dearest fatchiek imah. hees =D. nice walk back.
aha. bebe! happy birthday =))
kite. sorry i decided to let u fly again.
sorry i let go.
but i guess i dun have a choice.
when everything jus seems so meaningless
n yeahs. tell myself, pack up, its time to get moving again.
becos wad else can i do?
WEDNESDAY : haha. as usual tired in class. yeahs. n i wasnt feeling as super high as usual. but i was more like meotionless at times when i'm alone. yups. i let go off my kite. but i jus doesnt seem to get sad. wad is happenin nerhs? i guess i've frozen my heart even without myself knowing.but yeahs today i guess i myself have realise it. i wont cry.
n yeahs co time was like need to bring de china students ard too. hehes. n yeahs i think i looked stupid la. becos a lot of chinese phrase i duno how to change from eng to chinese n v oftenly i am stucked. haha. n de china students v friendly la. cos drizzlign dne i suggested dey go indoors say dey might fall sick den dey v supportive one leis. dey say NVM! ITS OKIE!NP! haha. den yeahs lo. really thanku them .hehes. becos dey like jus v encouraging lo. den i ask if their teacher scold how, den got 1 china student v funny,she tell me onli got they scold ppl,dun have ppl scold them.ahha.damn funny la. hehes. but cutes. n yeahs i really appreciate alot.hehes.
n there was this mini concert. de 4 of us played cello minuet in G. haha. i think i played horribly. yups. no doubt i played badly. haha. can say is not as prepared la. sorry cello.
hahas. n yeahs yeahs.
recess time she wan argue with me. n i told her she could eat faster if she stop talking. but she jus continue n i cut across say thanku n walked off.i appreciate if she can give me de simplest respect.
throughout this wednesday i in class head feeling v stuffy n suffocated kind. den during cca time headache. reach home worst. den really cannot take it. after 1 h i leave my chem aside n went to sleep le. yups.better de next day i guess.
__ without my kite, i am still brave n strong.
THURSDAY :
omg lo. yesterday (thursday ) was de most horrible day of this week. yeahs. n i mus really apologise to durga! haha.becos morning i was stil okie den in sch 7 30 i become super sianed,sadded n moody. went to find imah n talk to her n thanku my dearest for listening to me. thanku for understand my un_explainables. hee. n yeahs i jus dun feel like talking at all from 8 am till like 4 30 the afternoon . can u imagine tt lo. but before tt morning assembly i apologised to durga 1st n told her i'm sry if i nv talk to her today becos i jus dun feel right. n yeahs. so glad my chocolate understands. =)) sorry .really sorry i have this attitude yesterday.
n yeahs but yest pe was fun!! haha. played captains ball. my grp kinda funny la. i duno y but everytime i take de ball i will be like '' wait wait wait!! '' haha. n yeahs. clumsy lo.
n so de whole day i dun feel like talking at all. lunch was worst. de moment i saw jiahui i jus feel like breaking down. but yeahs. i hold back my tears n walked away with a smile.
i wont cry. i wont cry.
after tt 4 30 felt much better n i drew some chocolates for durga n apologise again. haha. thanku for being understanding=)) n yeahs talked to her n felt much better. ahah. n today i realise actually my class can also be quite cute de la. haha. xiao leong ge sounds cute!=D.super funny la while waiting for bio supp. =D well. we 3/9 knows wad is happening ! ahha
went to meet sis at 530 after bio supp n went to causeway! haha. thanku sis for ya treats n i really had a gd chat with u today!=D
love ya loads!=D
it was an un_explainable feeling tt came over me.
was is saddness?
was it emptiness?
disapppointment?
i'm clueless.
TODAY (FRIDAY): HAHA. FUN MAN!today really had a gd laugh with drey n xi during the cultura fest thing. i also cant really rmb la. but yeahs thanks to drey's WEI LU SHI entertaining song! haha. she was like repeating n sining aloud wherever she go!! haha.but yeahs super funny la. ahhaa. n cutes! hehes. thank u xi n drey for making my afternoon such a pleasent one!
oh ya. today was racial harmony day. haha.make me think of last year racial harmony day with 2/4 .hehes.
den cdp mrs tan nv come. haha.so yuhui peijie farhanah meiyen n i decided to bring the chem make up lesson forward. haha. n we got permission from ms lim n de relieve teacher. so okie! ahha. we go down do right. den no teacher look after us mah den we v bad leis. we 5 ppl do 1 titration test !! ahha. den hor v funny we cheat one la actually. haha.den suddenly ms lim come in! haha.den she ask whose exper was tt den we v quiet. haha. den she found out we 5 actually shared 1!! den we no choice. admit lor n redo de exper oursevles. ahha. de 5 of us were laughing at ourselves la becos we thought we can jus easy easy finsih den kana caught. ahha
n yeahs. OMG! ahha. den right ard 6+ i went back with sis den when we were abt to alight at the lake right, de bus v cramp mah den suddenly there was this pri sch girl screamed u noe. super loud den we at 1st thought she playing with 2 other pri sch indian boys but den she screamed louder n louder n she was crying n screaming den i n xi was like jus in front of her n the door mah den we shocked like hell leis. becos de girl's head was inbetween a door tt is half open n de e-zlink card machine. is liek omg lo. den got 1 adult there too plus de 2 pri indian boys den 5 of us froze u noe for like 3 seconds before we were brought back to our senses n de adult tired to alert the uncle. but duno de uncle got hear not. IS omg!!! super scary u noe. she coudlnt move at the moment lo n she was crying real hard. den de bus door closed n de girl's head was realised but she cry super hard den i n xi helped her to rub her head lo. den right i ask her which bus stop she alight then she say de next one. haha. den de funny part is de next busstop right, i and xi alighted den we look behind de girl was still on de bus. haha. den is MISTAKE!! she need 1 mroe bus stop den alight. haha. which means 2 of us alight wrong la. den no time to go by back or front door. den de bus drove off le right i duno y but i jus feel the urge to find the lil girl.so i n xi ran all de way from pending bus stop to bankit bus stop. omg lo. haha. v far lei. den hor we really sprint like siao leis. ahhaha. v v v vfunny la. funny in uniform with sch bags n ranning like we r duno going hwere. den when we reached de next bus stop de girlgirl not there le. haha. dne well~ no choice. haha.so i n xi walked all de way back from bankit to home! haha. n we were actually sort of laughing at ourselves becos thsi whole incident ended like quite funny. haha. we haven say finsih den de girl jus went home. haha. somemroe we ran den ran back. haha. n i really cant believe i met such an incident lor. becos normally liek tv news den have de. haha. n so really freaky la. scary. haha.
i hope de girlgirl is alright !!!next time mus be more carefull not to stand near the door!! =))
n somemore during recess v wad lei. she say wad i sound so gentle to guys n say wad i scolded them. I NEVER. n she told her friends i have a problem with her. silly man. wad for lo? i nth better to do issit? DOTS.
its near to a year n u hadnt forget about the past. wad for nerhs. arent u tired? dun ya think its really think to let go of all ur hatred?
=(( sadded n disappointed when i saw tt. i jus dun understand u noe.
y on earth do people wan to hurt people? wad issit they get in return lo? sadistic satisfaction? dots man. wad for lors. why go ard hurting ppl n onli being happy when ur happiness was built on their misery. think my dears. think. its not worth it. becos someday u'll come to realise tt all tt u've done is jus emptiness. n onli tt will u realise how childish u have been n u 'll onli regret.stop it . how mnany times do people wan to pierce others' heart before u're really satisfied?
do u noe how difficult n hard it is when u've jus forgotten how to cry?
do u noe how xin ku it is when u jus feel emotional but emtionless?
i've forgotten how to cry .
i'm brave.
i wont cry.
i wont.
THANKU GARFIELD IN GARLIC FIELD FOR LISTENING TO ME!!!=D
Friday, July 14, 2006,
♥ 4:25 AM
hahahaHA-HA-HA!
HOHOH!
FEELING GREAT TODAY ! HAHA. DUNO LA. JUS HAPPY ! HEHES. JESSIE AND DA SUAN MADE MY DAY SUPER ! HAHA=D=D=D
lessons was okie n i paid super a lot of attention during english!! haha.duno noe y la.haha. so teacher wan us follow wad she say n enthu-ly we did ! hahaha. quite okie la. haha.
lallaa. cdp was kinda funny laa. hahaa
hmms. den DURING CO WAS FUN! HAHA. BECOS XI WAS LIKE SUPER HIGH WITH ME! HAHA. n yeahs during cello instructor teach us v fun! cos he super gd la. haha. combined practise i n xi also v enthu ! ahhaa. jus keep laughin n smiling la. hahaa.lalala!
oh ya. DA SUAN ! HAHA. walked past da suan today den i call him DA SUAN! HAHA. den he's like '' ?! wad da suan? wad wad? '' hahaha. den i say tml during elite's match i will explain to him ! haha. v funny la. den he at np there talkin to sec1s, den i n xi walk past him den i past by him i say v softly ''da suan ! da suan!'' haha.den v funny la. xi say she heard he choke while talking !
da suan ah da suan ! i support u always !=D
n yeahs. guess elite tml having match against aidil !
ELITE AH ELITE JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !!=D=D=D
by elite's coach !=D
hmms. mel vice capt. i'm not really angry. but i hope u understand i have my reasons . i duno how to explain to u. but i hope u really understand how much i cherish out soccer team n i wan it to always be the happy team we have been. i dun mean anything else, but i jus wan us to maintain like last time. tt is enough le. i dun ask for more.
sorrys elite's vice captain. but i'm seriously a little disaappointed.
=(
Thursday, July 13, 2006,
♥ 7:05 AM
heeyeahyeahs. today was alrights ! haha. hmms. had hmt oral o level ! haha. was kinda nervous since last night. n yeahs when we go lt rm 1 also. but den cos inside de room den we all .haha.msotly 3/9s ppl we play concentration! haha. super funny la. so all of keep laugh n laugh den laugh all de fear n nervousness away lor! haha. untill when i was de next one to go into de examiner's room i was duno y stil feeling kinda relac! hahaa. not nervous at all. hehes. funny la. n yeahs. oral was still okie. hehes. teachers seemed to be friendly! haha. n yeahs lo yeahs lo.
den morning accidentally ''cut'' my thumb ! ouch mans. cos my fingers slipped so de edge of de metal thing went but into my finger. hhaha. but lucky de edge is not sharp de. its still pain la. n yeahs. now still pain ! haha. i put a pink colour plaster ! got cake got water got bear ! haha.=D
oh ya! thanku dearest xiaopang for de chip n dale file!! love it loads loads loads !!=D=D=D
thank u all my dearest who gave mi their wishes for this oral !! haha.
i truly appreciate. yups.
lalalas
so far i am stil happy with life ! hees
Tuesday, July 11, 2006,
♥ 3:48 AM
lalalala!muahahhaha!
i am super happy today!! haha. whee~
1stly, XI/JESS/HAMHAM. hha. HAPPY BRITHDAY TO YOU!! STAY HAPPY N HAMHAM ALWAYS!! MUAHAHA. =D=D ITS UR HAPPY DAY!=D
n yups. hahaha. bebe! u brighten up my day! ahaha. lalalaa
=D=D=D=D=D
sch was okie. boring lessons. haha. but yeahs. i was awake la. haha. so today after sch de 4 of us go celebrate xi's bday! haha. n bought this cake star bread for her! hehes. fun fun fun.
haha. during assembly i n durga chocolate keep making one another! haha. is she ''bully '' me! haha.no la. we bully each other! haha. hohohoh!!=D=D
haha. n i am glad i am a super duper optimistic person! hahaa.
beee arhs! haha
Saturday, July 08, 2006,
♥ 8:10 AM
hoho!today was okie!
haha.becos went out with sis! haha. to bugis. fun la. crapp everywhere we go! hees.
n yeahs.eat n eat! yummys. esp de snow ice!
bell twinny! next time i bring u go try!! super nice la. haha=D=D=D=D=D!
food fair coming leis!!! shall we go?=D
LALALA. i love eating la. hees.but i dun wan put on weight!!
den hor shop ard den on de bus we took a lot of stupid n funny pictures! ahhaa. becos right at the alst row so also nobody can see!! hhaaha. den hor when we go back den reach my house downstairs right, v paisey leis. cos i purposely wan sing loud loud to my sis right.den i see in front nobody mahs. so i sing super loud leis. den i go action somemore den while doing so a lady walked in front of me leis. den go press de lift den i'm like opps!!! ahh! so paisey lo.becos i was really loud. haha.sing nvm leis, still go action lors. haha. so my sis was like keep laughin n laughin gin lift with the lady also laugh leis. make me so paisey =(( hhaa. but the lady got no expression like tt lei. ahh~ y i everytime so paisey de? =(( haha
oh ya. n on the bus i burst out laughing leis. den ppl turn n look at me becos de bus was kinda quiet. ahha. sis lor. make me laugh !
an innocent and pure heart leads to happiness.
so wad if we r in a big city with high technology?
so wad if we r better off then de poorer ppl?
so wad if humans have money?
are you happy?
haha. say this cos jus now parents was watching a vcd. smth like tt de. de shi fu was saying he go tibet i think, haha. den de ppl there r like v kind de lo. when they pray rights, dey dun pray to themselves lei, but the pray for the whole world, dey say dey hope tt everyone can be free from miseries n get happiness. althought they r not somekind of wad rich people, dey have the purest n kindest heart on earth. haha. cool. really make me think about it too.
miss smiley wants to be happy to spread happiness!=D
i will try hard de! yups!
people, r u happy?
Friday, July 07, 2006,
♥ 8:08 AM
hohhos.feeling super tired now la. but then dun care. still mus type. haha. n yeahs. sch was alrights...
when i told myself i would go over, i will i will, in de end also nv
i'm sorrys i'm really sorrys. its not that i dun have the courage to say . its jus tt whenever i wan to say, nth comes out. i'm super sorrys. truly am...
i'm sorry fate, i took u for granted.
but i guess, i really duno wad i can do.
n duno wad i can do.
i noe i mus cherish...
but please teach me how to.
these few days i realise...
i am really someone who duno how to cherish.
only when ppl or things past by me one by one.
one by one all gone,
only den i will wake up
n when i woke up le.
i found out. i can do nth but regret.
i can do nth but jus think about all tt happened in de past.
i noe . ppl ask me to learn to cherish now.
the problem is i dun even noe how to and what is need cherish de.
even if noe. i duno jus how to cherish. is like when i nv cherish i dun really even realise it lo. onli when its done.
how sad. truly.
n yeahs i am really trying to cherish le now...
ppl, de saddest thing on earth is when u've forgotten how to cry.
i wish i run on like de tap.
nyeahs. so back to de fest thing.haha.moe de. fun la. with xingxing,alan yuhui ,peijie. hahas. n shao quan kiayim!! both my ai ren too! haha. kia yim cant stand me when i say tt! haha
n yeahs. was kinda crowded la de place. lively atmosphere. n yeahs. i think i looked stupid when interview. becos i wasnt ready n laughing gas was like so unstable, anything gonna explode n i almost laugh uncontrolzably leis. omg la. so ps. haha
anyways..haha
hmms. n me kiaym went to walk ard. haha. den at zhenghua pri sch de booth, dey super cute la. got this girlgirl she tell me welcome miss, haha.den i say i not miss! my name is pretty! haha. den she was like..... okie, welcome pretty! haha. super funny la. cos i was teasing them mahs. dun say i bhb ! haha. opps. anywyas. n yeahs lo. dey invite me to their dance!!! haha. sorta a line dance so i surely support the lil children de wad. n i join them leis. haha. in de end i think i looked sort of stupid! becos i duno de steps den anyhow move! haha.anyway,dey r jus so cute mans. haha=D. somemore still give me their badge leis. super cutes la. den westspring pri sch also got this boy v cute. haha. he's gd when he's introducing. hehes. becos i ask super loads of question! haha. serious or lame ones also have la. den he v calm n innocent n cutes! hhaa. esp when he recite tt dog poem he wrote himself! is damn innocent n cute la. haha.
[their innocent faces..] =)
n yeahs went to my pri sch grps too! haha. de booth is super nice la. haha. teddies everywhere! ahha. n yeahs. crap with some unknown juniors there n some teachers too.haha. fun la. becos throughout the day i was more or less trying to entertain msyelf or crack some super lame jokes.
hehes. say i'm bored. say i'm siao.i guess...i just need a little bit more of laughters to let miss smiley resume her post. yups..definately..
n yeahs back to de fest. haha. cool i think. den walk ard n stuffs lo. all de chldren r super cutes.hees. esp when dey look serious but still innocent when dey try to intro. haha. i'm impressed!! yups.
den de few of us play ard lor. haha. fascinated with glitters. den all of us kana de glitter. haha. serious glittering on us leis. haha.shiny like siao. but fun la. haha.
it had been so long since i had grey colours as font colours...
down de road
along the streets
as i follow quietly behind
i called out for u
if u can hear me,
never stop answering me =))
[my short poem for today!=D. hee. okies. i'll stop. dun say i wad.=D]
whenever u walk faster den me,
will you stop , turn behind n wait for me?
whenever i call out ur name,
will u answer me?
if i hadnt cross de traffic lights,
will you wait for me?
was feelin kinda sad on de way home actually. i duno y. but i really blame myself for not cherishing de things i used to have.n yeahs.
but.
xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu lai.
unexplained
wad can i do . tell me. i dun wan this silence.
i dun want.
i'm sorrys.really am.
tell me wad to do bahs.
had a jog today n felt better. haha. turn on phone put on earpiece n walked afte i jogged. ha. cooling la. i duno walk where. up n down up n down. n yeahs. i jus stopped n think over things.
when i'm tired of walking,
will you pull me along?
[snowman's copyrights =)) ]
Thursday, July 06, 2006,
♥ 7:13 AM
woohoo.jus eaten a red bean ice cream !=D yeahs. feel de urge to eat i guess. i jus wan to eat becos its super icy. n yeahs. eating ice cream at like 10 pm. gosh. i'm gonna put on how many kilos again?=(( haha. dun care la. eat le den consider. hahas.
hmms. den den . today was okie...i guess. ahha. hmms. after sch was fun la. becos with peijie n yuhui! haha. super lame lo. esp when we stayed back for chem make up experi. omg la. haha. we 3 hor. chaotic sia. we latest to go. but earliest to leave.muahaha. nvm la. wad we did de 3 of us noe can le. ahha=D. n we jus keep laughing throughout la. duno y also. we see each other laugh den laughing becomes contagious den laugh n laugh den after sometime finally can stop! ahah. after tt get ready to go n hep mrs tan lo. haha. den den we still tease yuhui about her bear. haha
me n peijie join forces to tease her! muahahas.
den after tt meet up with mu xing kiayim they all do de stuffs! ahah. not bad la. quite fun cos we all crapping. haha. den peijie suddenly suggested we jus ran ard de sch! ahha. den i become very enthu le. so yeahs. i strongly agree! so we decided to dash to de carpark lo. haha. sch one la dun worry. hehes. cos tt time no ppl too. almsot all go home le. ahha. so we say'' ready, get set, go!!'' haha. den we chiong like siao to de carpark. ahha. den ran back. hehes. den i no energy la. cos run n laugh together den pant like siao. haha. den come back we v tired. but den we v happy. haha. n we agreed next time if we sad we will do tt again. haha. jus run. anywhere.
n yeahs. so next time if i look sad. do suggest to do this kind of running with me okies. haha. i guess i'; be okies after tt.=D
n yeahs. today will be de last time i'll be sad.
no more .
at the least, i'll try.
miss smiley currently on leave.
be right back i guess...
hopefully soon =))
but no probs. she will de.
miss smiley will not run out of smilies.
i'll try.
last day.
n yeahs. jus now while i was lsitening to some music some kind of phrase came into my mind.
'' you love somemone not by counting the tears you shed but by counting the smiles you had''
[i think myself one leis. haha.ya la ya la. haolian la okie. i happy wad can u do? hahas]
the unexplained saddness.
XMAN! GET WELL SOON!=D
imah(fatchiek), thanku =D
i'll be fine de la.=D
Wednesday, July 05, 2006,
♥ 5:08 AM
hohos.today after chem i was super super sian diao. haha. duno y la. becos i did my chem experiment on titration silly-ly. haha. n of cos i looked stupid lo. forget close tap n didnt close in time n stuffs . den calculation also super duper confused. feel like cryin when i couldnt understand. n so after chem was recess n yeahs. if ya can see through me. i was like v sian n a lil frustrated. so people, i'm sorrys i ddint smile. haha.
n bebe, i'm really sorrys to use tt tone to talk to u. i really dun mean it. =D
hmms. duno la. i jsu dun like chem. becos i duno all de calculations n die. tml got calculation test. on moles somore. i sure die le. a lot lei.ha. so gtg early! but still got chinese n stilll got worldcup leis. if onli imah dey didnt tell me about my cristiano incident. it makes me really like think. but i guess.maybe i should jus trust me dearest cristiano !
but the whole portugal team. i onli like him. haha
OH YA! MELVIN WO DE AI REN!!! HAHA.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! STAY HAPPY N HEALTHY ALWAYS OKIES!!!! LOVE YA ALWAYS !!=D=D=D=D=D!
didnt went for co today! haha. go the excel thingy. hehe.with kiayim peijie n mrs tan! haha. very fun la. crapping throughout. hehes. thank u mrs tan ! heh heh.
kiayim cant stand my crapiness! haha.
peijie!! be my crap buddy okie?! ahha
we walked to pending lrt took train home n i reach at ard 7 10 pm. haha. tired la. so yeahs. gotto no choice but stay up tonight yeahs? haha.
bye people! haha
Tuesday, July 04, 2006,
♥ 7:47 AM
hehes.sch was okie.
i miss lessons with my chocolate! haha
without her its jus boring lo. yups.
nobody to crap with me =(( so left i zi high there! haha
its a nice feeling to be happy people. hohohs.
n yeahs. i was feelin great in the morning. haha.imah dey tell me de nt so gd things bout my dearest cristiano. =(( n i faster ran away shouting becos i jus dun wanna hear anything tt will spoil his gd image i have. haha n yeahs. i jus dun wan to admit to wad dey were saying la. haha.
hmm. recess duty was okie. =))
had lunch with peijie=D.
oh ya after pc! ahha.stayed back to do some stuffs with kiayim peijie n xiao xing! haha. super fun la.crapping throughout? haa. hmms. n yeahs while waiting for peijie n kiayim to come back,i n muxing played outside. haha. cos there was this v big box with printed words outside de staff rm longue right.so i suggested tt both of us play de specatacle game! haha. like we pretend to read de letters. haha.like testing for eye like tt lo. quite lame la. den mu xing start be the one to tes tme. ahha.den i purposely mix up all de letters! haha. fun! den mu xing turn i test him!! haha. he like nv even say!! jus purposely sringe his eyes like siao. haha. super fun la. miss de crapping times with him. MY XIAOXING!=D
when we turned into the corner. i jus duno how to react. =))
jus when i thought it would not happen. it did.
haha. life. should i thank u for giving me hope or should i thank u for making me feel like some kind of a fool? hmms.
i think my broken kite sorta flew back.
should i. should i not.
are there things u wan to say? haha. so ppl.say it now before its jus too late n u cant do anything. tell those u love,how much u love them n let them noe u do care =))
for a year or so. i've been trying so hard to be brave and strong.
am i now den ?
n its seems to be tiring to be so.
Monday, July 03, 2006,
♥ 4:37 AM
hohos.friday night went to see bell's concert! ahha. not bad not bad! hehes. den me xiaopang n twinny went to eat! muahaha. order a lot la. den in de end enjoy de mos de is me n twiny. haha. den eat n eat like nobody business lo. hehes. took a bus home. miss our stop n walk back. haha.plaza was crowded tt time.cos got worldcup.haha.on lrt saw sheryl they all n so i went back with sheryl! haha.
ENGLAND VS PROTUGAL.
haha.this match i am like neutral. last time i would defintely like england instead.but this year becos of my cristiano ronaldo, i suppoer portugal too! haha.so both i also support! muahaha. yea yea. hmms.
CRISTIANO RONALDO is my wind =))
haha.becos he's jus super fast la.n yeahs. beckham get well soon k. haha.
i think both teams played well!! ahha. n yeahs. i love my steven gerrade too!! ahha=D
but yeahs. portugal won. hehes. nvm,england!jiayou okie!=))
oh ya.saturday morning got the project meeting. haha. spend de whole morning til lunchtime talking with peijie.haa. a lot a lot la. practically didnt stop talking from 10 45 to 1 30 . hahaa. serious! n yeahs. thank u peijie. ya words make me realise a lot. hehes. thanku for giving me de courage =))
wish ya happy =))
n so sat afternoon slept den wake up get ready to jog ,come back eat n later on slept again. haha
sunday went to fang sheng with family n twinny bell! haha. quite fun la. becos on de boat v shaky! haha. den de boatman fell into de sea. haha. the whole scene v adventourous kind.haha. de whole big container was like slamming left n right. haha. lucky daddy n big bro didnt drop in. haha. den de boatman swam up n didnt collect his slippers. haha. sorta our hero! haha.
after fang sheng went to eat! hehe.haha. eat a lot la. with twinny.
went home n practice saying jus a tiny winny bit of oral saying. cant believe i onli did this de wholeday. but i was really tired. hehs.
jus when i thought i have nth of u left,
a ray of miracle shine into the door.
it is telling me smth?
i thought it was impossible. but... =))
once again, i'm frozen
maybe i like.maybe i care. but i dun wan to be de one to cry =))