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Friday, March 31, 2006,
6:55 AM

HEE.

PPL.I'M BACK TO MY OLD SELF!

N IT FEELS EXTREME GREAT!! HEHE.


I JUMP ABT IN SCH AGAIN!! HEE. FEEL SUPER DUPER HIGH!!! HAHA


n get well soon wor dumpling. haha.=pp so badd! hahas. mus be careful! hehe =D

had dinner at plzaza with bell to eat!


elite tml mus jiayou wor!! hehe. come on! hehe=D way to go!! i believe in u all!! =D




Thursday, March 30, 2006,
5:50 AM

haha.

thsi week was bad i guess.

becos. i forget how to smile le.
i realise,
i couldnt laugh as much as i wan to.
i couldnt smile with true happiness.
i couldnt get hyper.


ha. den today, went for a jog. n thought through a lot of things,

if happy also mus live, unhappy also mus live, y not live de happy way nerhs?

so yeahs. with this. i wanna get back to de old me. the old insane me. de one jumping ard in sch.

i wan to be yuan lai de wo. hen kai xin hen kai xin de wo
i wan to be de old me. de one very very happy .=))
i'll try.=D


so yeahs. guess i'm okie now.

ha.somebody asked me '' y do u look so ''cool'' in school arhs like dun like to laugh''

haha.omgss. hee. i wanna lol. hhaa. i duno. but i partly agree. haha. 1stly, partly is becos i am cold on de outside to ppl i not so close with. ha.but once close i'll become super siao de.hee. so yeahs.

snowmans r cold on de outside.

haha.

''cooolll''




Tuesday, March 28, 2006,
2:38 AM

whees! haha. hmm. hmm. yest my bday!! haha. n my twin weiqing's bday! haha. hmms. yeahs. it was pleasenntt!! hahaha. hmms. 1stly it was raining in de morning.ha. so dad drove me n xi to sch, hees!

den thank u xi for the flobby ball!! hehes! u noe me just too well! hahaha

den went to sch de void deck put bag. haha.

thank u drey, evey n minyi!! hehes! drey! mus be ur idea !!=D haha. i can throw my old one away le! =D xie xie ni men!! hehes!!

den waited ard cos this term we duty mahs, den jiahui come.


xiao pang!!! XIE XIE ni!! hehes! i really like it !! haha. its super duper cute! just like me?! haha. no la no la.haha! hmms. but yeahs. omg.haha! =D.

big big thank u to zhong guo!! =D

hmms. den after flag raising all tt went back to class. hee. thank u durga!! hehes! so happy! haha.hmms. yeahs. found the jouniers' thoughts on de chair! hahaa. its super super duper nice of them man! hahaha. thank u to all 1/8(2006) jouniers k! hehes! cos when recess duty finish le rights, i go their class give them choco.haha.den hor when i go in is like almost de whole class say happy bday to me leis. den i'm super touched!! haha. but got this sweet sweet the feeling! ha. i feel like they r just like my own siblings!! hehe. den yeahs. so cutes sey them!haha.


thank u so much my dearest 1/8!

den went back to class. hee. v happy. becos i recieved a lot of wishes.hahaha. so nice of them ! yupps.haha.hmm. den after sch got chinese i think.haha.hmm. den no a maths! went to lot 1 with kristy n xi! hee. kristy was craving for kfc!! hehe

hmms. den thank u kristy n kai zhun! ahaha. thank u!! i love de gifts!!! =D n i love de cardss!

imah! its de best i could ever get!

den oh ya! before i forget! ahha.


wanna big big big big thank u to meaow, jie ren, xiao wei(weilie!), =D for wishing me loud loud!ha

den hor before i forget! haha. benben super cute sey.hahaha. he hor. cos i kristy n xi walking to the bus stop den reach de bus stop le saw benben.ha.den he was like wanna say happy bday liaos but den nv! haha. den hor i say ben! ahha. he super cute ! ha. he say he forget tt today was 27 !haha. ben. tt means u rmb my bday is on 27 la? hahaha! =pp OPPS! haha. hmm. den hor i say really arhs? haha. den i say wad mus u say? haha. den he tou xiao!! hahaa. smile right ben! i saw! ahha. dne he nod his head say hmm.byebye.haha. den i say again, wad mus u say? haha. dne he nod again say byebye.hahaha. super cute leis he. den i say happpy bday! haha. dne he like pai sey paisey look.haha. den i say'' aiya! ben. nvm la. i noe actually u pai sey rights, u dun dare to say, haha. i noe la i noe la! hehes. i understand de kks! hahhaa. '' den hor. his face go super red leis. den i diao me with den liek controlling dun wan smile. haha. den oh ya!! de more happy thing he make me is! he tell me hor say '' sat ELITE got match with mizi team!! haha. den i v happy! haha. cos i got ask if he still okie with elite's tt time match lose not,ha. he say okie. den i say mel v sad. ha.den he say mel sad?! hahaha. sacar tone.haha. hmm.but harmless?! haha. hmms. den hor i v happy becos rights, benben got treat me as coach!! hahaha. tts y he tell me abt sat's match!! hehe. tt time vs aidil's team i heard he tell norman say wad'' ask de manager lor'' hahaha. benben, u got it wrong, i coach!! hahaha!! hees!! v v v happy.haha. benben, sry to make u pai sey le! ahhah=D

den after lot 1 went home den see finsih a sad love story le! haha. nice ending. i dun wan jun ying to die!! but dens. ha. hmms.


n n n n . haha. went to plaza at ard 6 15 like tt to meet my dearest twinny bell!! hehe!
had swensens with bell n my elder sis!! ehehe!! omgss!! haha. fun fun. hmm. den hor super touched leis!! my sis!!! haha. cos she got a friend work there rights, den hor got some time she go n talk to him. den come back. ha. den once rights, after de 2nd time she go tell him hor, den she come back. ha.den got the happy bday song playing throughout swensens! haha.dne i n bell thouught wad happen. i thought how come radio also got bday song.ha.den bell was like how come got the song like tt too.haha.den hor i tell bell say i think is my sis' idea!haha. n indeed it was lei.ha.but she deny.ha.sis! can see through de la!haha.dne hor de sweeeetttessstt part was tt hor when de song playing rights, den de waiter walk over, carrying de ice cream + wafer leis. but hor normallly de ice cream is 1 scoop onli rights, this time hor my sis had requested tt to make de ice cream into a snowman leis!! de snowman somemore got choco chips as de eyes n buttoon!! hee. super cutes!! den the whipe cream is de hat n got cherry on top!! heee. omg omg. super cute leis. dne on de wafer got super load of chocolate!! hahaa. when i saw it i'm like AHHHH!! OMGGSS!!! HEE. IS SUPER CUTE LEIS. OMG LO. den i'm like ahh. jie, thank u leis!! cos hor yeahs it was really a big surprise to me!! haha. didnt expected tt. ahhaa. sis! i love ya! =D thank u for everything!

hee! den eat le walk a while den took lrt go back. hee

BELL!!!!!! THANK U SO MUCH!! HAHAHA. OMG. U r just like the other me! haha. knowing wad i wan!! hehe.zhen de zhen de zhen de xie xie xie xie !!! hee! cos after plaza there went to bell house! omgss. i love her tablE!! haha. so nice lo. if is mine i will nv doze off.hahaha. hmm. den hors!!! SHE SHOW ME A MEDIA VIDEO!!! hee!! somemore is she make herself de. is like AH! OMGSS!!!! hee! super super duper nice leis!! hmm. is like i see le hor i see n smile all de way lo! omgss.!! is liek all de way got 1 young de 1 pic! haha. all the way from pri 4 to now!!! hee! all de memories!! all de way from de soccer court, to de ben ben's bin, to all omgs!! haha. i duno how to describe but i see i feel like i am flying.haha. omgs. hee. its just. ahh!!! hee!

BELL! XIE XIE! WO HAO XI HUAN!! I LOVE IT !! SERIOUSLY AM!=DD xin ku ni la!hee!somemore u spend so many nights on it! i realllllyyyyyy really appreciate it!=D*hugs*


hmm. thank u dad n mum! thank u en en(bro) haha! so cute sia u!haha.de carD! haha. thank u tung! thank u jie! hehe!


thank u everybody.hee. it's a really meaningful day. ha. at 1st i still think it was just another dya. but u all let me think tt it is a day filled with loads of wishes n blessing.

wo jue de zi ji hao xin fu! i felt tt i am really blessed=))

hmm. thank u everybody leis. those who walk past me n wish me happy bday de! hee. zhen de hen xie xie!

i am thankful for having de pillars of my life with me=))



BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK U N SMILEYS TO! :
BELL!
MY SIS
MY FAMILY
imah!
xi!
kristy!
qianting!
esther!!

tweety!(fiona!)
girl girl!
shushu!(girl's dad)!
qi xiang!
xiao long!
xiao long's friend!
CLASS 1/8 (2006)
azizahh!
chuxiang!
yeewee!!!! hees!!!

xiao pang(jiahui)!
drey!
evey!
minyi!
mel!
ben!
jieren!
xiaowei(weilie!)
zhong guo!

kai zhun!
kaizhun n bell's friend!
sheryl!
HA! N TT ANGEL!( bell's friend!)
wei ying!
wei ying II !
weiying's friend!
eeling!
durga!
green chilli!(weiyang!)
aifang!
chunyu!
xuehua!
yuhui!
chong ying!
wei hsin!
pei jie!
zhien yi!
xin jie!
shamini!
christina!
xu en!
mei yen!
ruiling!

timothy!
xingxing!(muxing!)
timothy!
ke yun!
nicholas (my class one.hee)
jit ming!
alvin!
qi yun!!
daryl!

shaoquan!
jiahui(lim)!
alan!
nikki!
ken!
yibin!
yuanting!
shiling!
jiajun!
kimtiow!
sihao!
kart kart!


lastly, wei qing! HAPPY BDAY! =D. hope ya like tt mickey water bottle! =D

wo zhen de zhen de zhen de hen xin fu !=))
i am really really blessed. for having all my love ones with me. my friends my family. my life.=))


to those i really cherish. thank u so much!=D




Saturday, March 25, 2006,
7:24 AM

i guess.

it would be better if u dun sound
so nice to me.








its only towards u, i have de same concern for u like years ago.
its only towards u , wo hui xin dongg




7:01 AM

hmms. today a lot things happen. hmms. morning meet imah go red cross. hehe.
nice nice. but weather super hot.

imah. i believe in u. ignore the others!=D

den go lot 1 meet jessie den meet drey. den go de transletting for imah.hee

den after tt elite got match at bukit batok there. ha. hmms.


elite. dun be sad. mei you shen me hao shang xin de. beco si noe u all already give ya best le. like tt is gd enough. i'm proud tt u all didnt give up halfway. okies? =D mei guan xi, mei guan xi.=)

den went back n had a jog.

xi n imah make my day


saw my dearest bell!! haha. make my day even brighter. haha


den yeahs. come back home online. 1/8 so damn cute! haha.


weilie. so ncie of u leis today. ha. talk to me=)) hmms. if onli we can be like last time v gd friends=D. but yeahs. i appreciate today.haha.n i dun care!! i wan see ur specs! hahas.

hmms. chat with hk too. hahas. hope he's doing fine.


i duno. but sometimes i just get reminded of 2 ,3 years ago. de 1st thing whenver i see u online or think abt it is whether u r still okie now mahs? got take care all tt not. be yeahs. seems impossible to go back to last time. hmms. when u ask me to ask u tt. i'm like ... omgs. hms. i duno la. but tt. i dun wanna give myself hope. becos i noe. it cannot be. cannot be de. hmms. but yeahs. i duno. but i feel like kinda like =) glad? when u ask me back ques i ask u. or when u smile to me. hmm. but yeahs. nth can go back. its impossible.but the point is i couldnt help but htink of it. hmm. i duno la. but yeahs. u nerhs? r u thinkin liek how i am thinking? wo hen luan le..

but still, thank u for everything.=))




Friday, March 24, 2006,
6:04 AM

hmm hmm.

thurs was bad. very bad. i'm just so silly n stupid. long story. hmms. well. over le. haha. trying to look on de bright side!! n be so blur le. hmms.

if life has already path the way for me. i'll just walk it.
till de day i couldnt walk on anymore,
will u appear n hold me along? hahas.


still got mood to write poem means i am still okie!!! hehe


hmm. den today was alright lo.haha. dental checkup.hmms. yeahs. sit on de movable chair rights, cos de dental movable lights look like tt kind of hospital operation de mahs, den i imagine myself in de hospital.haha. den hor at 1st thought a bit fun. den more on scary den now now scared de dnetal.haha. de chair v low mahs. so yeahs.haha. hmms.


co was okie.haha

went back. nice msn with wilson n yilin!! hahas. hmms. yeahs. went for a jog n yeahs.ha. back.

hmm. tml a busy day. red cross, meeting ,elite's match.hee



i like to walk beside u. becos u give me a v assuring n calm feeling.




Wednesday, March 22, 2006,
6:28 AM

hehehe!

hmm hmm hmm. let me say from monday!! hahaa

monday hor. start of term 2 mahs, den hor i am in grp 2 de mahs. perfects. then this term is we do morning duty. den hors!! is actually i n xu en patrol old blk de leis. arnd 7 20 like tt. den hor she mon inovolve in the indonesia students exchange thingy. den i patrol myself leis. starting i quite scared den keep telling myself its okie. den hors! in de end i did it.ha. patrol twice up n down somemore.ahhaa. hardworking nots!?!?! hahaha. opps.hehe. no la no la. n i realise. yeahs. i can be brave. maybe. becos i have to.. haha. well!!! nvm nvm! i hope next week can change duty le.ha.cos every week change.hee. den hor i recess do at lion dance area,super quiet there.haha. relaxing.cos nobody make trouble.haha.but yeahs. i'm just walking in circles n staring at the walls .haha. hmms.still okie lo.

den hors mon got hmt supp after tt minyi say wanna wait for drey mahs.so i wait with her lo.cos rain too big. stuck in sch.den hors me minyi,yuhui n pei jie went to canteen for our lunch becos we were like starving.hee. n yeahs. mountains of food.haha.den hor de nicest part is when we chat lo. is like omg. haha. discussing abt everything in life. all those memo etc etc.haha. just a super nice talk la. enjoyed it really. hahaha. yupps.hehe!

den after tt stayed around in our class rounds laugh till pengs n drey they all okie le den we alll go home together by lrt.hehes. fun jounery!! hehes


yuhui! if u decided not to let go, den mus wei ai yong gan yi ci!!! way to go!! hehes!


hmms. tuesday was okie.haha. which was yest. bio was fun mans.hahaha. talking abt jaws.haha. mammals jaws all tt.haha. mr leong super funny.hehe.make us laugh then whole lesson v lively.hehe. i like i like.hehe!
den when during dismissal i super high.haha.after pc tt is.hehe.so yeahss. haha. went back with green chilli.haha. we went siao.hah.talking n ''singing' lame thingys.hahaa.

n i continue espisode 16 of the a sad lvoe story!! haha. nice mans. ni yao xin fu wors! haha

hmms. den today nerhs.haha.overall still okiesS!! hehee. reading was freaking becos of those ghost stories.haha. n i'll nto do patrolling myself anymore mans.hee. hmms. den hors bio we do practical!! haha.funs!! n super funny lo! becos of shawn n nicholas!! haha. u noe rights cos we doing de experiment on de osmosis all tt. haha. den hor shawn's cellophane paper keep leaking. den i think is de 4th time onli den he make it.haha. den hors his reaction v funny.haha.den nicholas also got help him. but then rights, de super comical part is when nicholas was putting water in de beaker right, so he ask shawn to hold de 2 ''long test tube'' thing .haha.den nicholas put finish le hor he wanna turn around take his from shawn.haha.den shawn is like which one is which one arhs?! haha. cos 1 is sucrose solution, 1 is distilled water mahs, den he say until super funnys!! hehe. den hor i n chun yu laugh like siao leis.hahaa. cos nicholass was like -_- when he said tt.hahaha. their reactions!! haha. den hor okie. dey jus take le rights, den hor dey wan put in de beaker of water den realise tt dey haven mark de water level haha. super blurss! hehe. den make me n chun yu laugh harder.ahha. u mus see how they react then noe how funny it is!! haha. den hors den hors. when mr leong say de long test tube cannot touch de beaker bottom mahs, den nicholas got 1 is touch le den dey faster adjust den hor shawn go shh us dun tell mr leong.haha. jsut v funny.hehe


co was okie i guess. haha

hmms. n den had prefect meeting.hehe okie too.ahha



hmms den hors can say is drey,minyi,zhong guo,shoban took de same bus home.hee. den yeahs. alright lo. super crowded.ha.den on de bus i tell zhong guo say he actually also kind short.ha.den he was like ahem ahem. den adjust himself.haha. zhongguo!! nvm nvm! look on de bright sidE !haha. den minyi zhong guo n me alight at same stop.den walk past the pathment.ha.i n minyi v bad we tell zhong guo say his house already reach le.cos they call him lao shu.haha.den yeahs. we ask him to go into de lao shu house.haha. den he was like crows flying+ wan smile dun wan smile.haha. like tt lo. yeahs. n he is de mr bean's teddyy!! haha. hmms. nice walk with them. hahaa i liek i like! haha. plus de ncie nice weather.haha


under the last rays,
beneath the colours,
who will be de one beside me?
=D




he smiless




Saturday, March 18, 2006,
7:36 AM

hee

ESTHER! I MISS U BADLY.

=D

meet real real soon k!=D


had co performance at teck whye cc there today.haha. still okie la. but VERY HOT LEIS!!
den we needa carry cello from sch to there using traffic lights somemroe! heavy n hot.haha but kinda fun.hee. n the lift was stupid! hee. but funny.haha.hmms. den hor got some rehearsal lo. with 6 other schs. omg. techwhye definately improved!!

ha.hmm. den during de exact performance hor. de fan blow till my scores fly everywhere. den i cannot c n play properly ! v xin ku.=(( but yeahs. its over le.

haha. thank u bell bell!!! hahaha

thank u esther!! hehes




i like azizah too!!=D


had dinner with sis. hehe. funny n yeahs. i love sis! hehe


I LOVE MY CELLO TOO


N I LOVE ELITE.

elite. lose le nvm kks. as long as u all had finish de game. u r at the best u can be!=))

let him quit man!haha. show him we can do better without him!! yupps!!




Friday, March 17, 2006,
8:40 AM

hmm. today go co still quite high de. step on leaves with xi=))

n yest was fun! nice nice time with bell. laughing non stop. =D

had dinner yest with bell n sis!


KEN!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! STAY HAPPY N HEALTHY ALWAYS K!=D


hmm. but now my mood v dampened. super duper bad. so ppl if i sounded harsh so sorries k.

hmms. to him.

he everytime suan elite

i dun like!

he everytime thought he v gd

i dun like!

he everytime demand things
i dun like!

he everytime shout at elite

i dun like!!

he everytime nv think for others

i dun like!!!!!!

i more dun like when he think elite cannot make it!!!

i dun like he discourage elite when he is one elite member!!

I DUN LIKE!!

so yeahs lo,
i dun like

u also elite de. y cannot say things properly. ask me to promise u tt capt will lead de team well tml n tt nth will cok up. please. i dun have to promise u. this kind of trust for ur own members u also dun have, wad rights do u have to say ur elite de? i noe. u say tml is ur last match. be it.
all i hope tt is u can have trust in us. y r u so discuraging?
without nick we can go it also de wads. teamwork. do u mean tt without nick elite will fall apart? no. i tell u. we wont. nick is gd but wad abt the rest? dey can do it too. u r playing a game. not commanding smth.
i tell u.Elite dun have to win every match. as long as we have put in out best, its enough.

elite. if i can believe u all can do it de. y u all cannot believe in it too nerhs?


hmms. thank u clarence n mel.=))




Wednesday, March 15, 2006,
5:59 AM

whee.haha


i am happy becos i had a sweet dream yest!! haha

a dream tt duno y suddenly invovles him !!

haha. n yups. definetly no link!!! haha

okie. let me tell u bt the dream 1st!! hehe.

qutie stupid la. but v sweet! heee. dreamt i was like fall into a ''trap'' den got a lot of stones, den so i sorta cannot get out. haha. den *he offered his hand leis.haha. den duno he got say he help me or not.haha. den hors!! i hold his hand!!!! ahhh.haha. no la.hee. so yeahs. held his hand n he helped me out.haha.omgs lo. hehe. den hor de most funny part is tt suddenly he was like making a speech to de sch or duno where.ha.den he use de mic n asked me '' ni yuan yi jia gei wo ma?''( will u marry me?) haha. omgs leis!! den hor v stupid! i think i agreed.hhaaa. btu its a super sweet dream!!! hehe=D=D

omg omg.haha

co was okie!! ehehe. kinda ncie too! hehe. me n xi ate chocolates!!haha.den we scared ppl see.haha.but theres no need to lo.haha


den ken. u den lame lors!haha. u still rmb the special hi n bye?! =D

hehes!

ncie nice nice dream!!!




Tuesday, March 14, 2006,
11:40 PM

hey hey hey! haha

hmms. today v sian! ha. hmms.

went to causeway there to do proj with durga! hehe. not bad not bad. ha. but i'm v silly lo.

i missed de bus twice leis!!

de 1st time still nvm. but the 2nd time de bus is just in front of me lo. den i turn de it go away lers!=(( awws.

hehs. den nvm. on de bus hor. got smth happen.ha. i duno how i should react. hee. got this woman ard 50+ years de la sit beside me. den got the check ticket uncle.ha. den hor i think she pay de bus ticket not enough de need to pay $1.10. hmms. den at 1st i thought she no coins so i offered to help her. hmms. den hors she got. den she tell me tt uncle v niaos.haha. omgs lo. hmms. den hor she sorta mention she actually got enough $$ to take de next bus le cos de coins she count exact but now cannot le den i'm like orhs... hmms. den right i think think hor. i think maybe she no coins to take de next bus den cannot be use notes wad. so yeahs i offered her a dollar. hee. n she thanked me. or not later she take bus got check ticket again den how? haha. maybe now i help ppl next time ppl will help me nerhs? haha. well. who noes.haha

hmms. mon was fun.ha. which was yest. hmms. went jogging with minyi n eve.ha. fun. hee. night more fun! meet with bell to go night market!ha. but actually we ended up in plaza.ha. do wad nerhs? EAT!! haha. n yeahs. this holi i dead meat le. cos i eat n eat!! haha. eat is nice.hehe


borinnngg.hee. tml got co!=D gd gd. hee. v long no touch my dearest lolo le! (cello) =D

i love cello=D

n i forgot!! now watching korean show call a sad lvoe story.. omgss!! reall sad lo.=(( hahaa. but de more sad de more i like! shoik!! hahas




Friday, March 10, 2006,
7:07 AM

ah.

tired! hehe.

but overall. day kinda nice. hehe


haha. hmms. went to sundac today. prefect's cip. was fun. hehe. i got a flying kiss from one of the resident there. cutes. ahha. n i saw someone familiar!! haha. cos see him at red cross there before.hehe. so i do colouring with him. hehes . fun. haha


charity concert was fun! hee. did urshering with minyi. hees. zhong guo!!! nice one!! hehe. he played de drum set!! haha. ncie nice. haha. but y no thank u speech? i thought we say okie le. u gonna thank me n i'm gonna walk up n shake hands with u? haha.rmb de'' wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!'' hahaha. dun be too touched dun be too touched. haha. wish him gd luck n but yeahs. u're great!! haha. went super high with minyi ,mei yen, drey. haha fun. scream n dance like siao.hee. fun fun. den after tt gonna move de chairs back. omg. super heavy. but...i'm strong! hehe.

tired + tired + tired when reached home!!but enjoyed seriously enjoyed myself at the concert. hee.

hmms. n some stupid things happen today becos some ppl just thought it is funny n entertaining when it is not. super piss with him. its not funny. not entertaining. i dun care whether u acting onli or wad lo. can u use ur brain n see when is de right time to make such hurting jokes n not just laugh abt it when it's rather insulting? JUST USE UR BRAIN N THINK.
THINK HOR. I USE THE WORD THINK*. dun give urself excuses. excuses me! not funny lors. NOT FUNNY. i just duno y u behave till like . oh man.

to her. please give me some peace. dun keep say sorry when i didnt blame u. it gets irritating when u give me ur looks. just keep quiet!! i dint blame u n u make it as if i did.n dun push ur duty to me can notwhen its not once but near to thrice n its when u r super free.
just dun look at me!!!! dun dun dun! i cant stand it. u dun noe when is de right time to do some things or ask somethings. cant u tell from my expressions? y do u just keep insisting n insiting. its super irritating u noe. dun try n make urself feel better. forget it mans. forget it.

true colours. everything...

[de way he hits=))]

n tml think going red cross with bell,imah n maybe xi. hee. gonna help out with painting.=))




Thursday, March 09, 2006,
6:19 AM

sch was okie.

sunburn.

a little restless.

hot.

bio was nice.

survey kinda lame.

sup relaxing

lunch sucks. jamming my whole disgestive system. crammed food.yeeks.

nice talk with yuhui.

saw xi n kristy in their class=))



tml's concert.


sadded.

i really really really want to.
but nvms.=))

i love imah. i love apple( u noe who u r=D)

bell bell, get well soon kks.=))


norman. u super unreasonable. u're selfish. dun think u r the most unfortunate. u r not. NOT.




Wednesday, March 08, 2006,
4:54 AM

hmms hmms.

had sports day today.

n yeahs. didnt turn out to be as high n fun as i expected. hmms. although cheering starting still kinda fun.ha. but more like de cheer leaders a bit zi high. ha. including me lors. hmms. n i think i look kinda silly when i do de bon bi bi thingy n shouted de 1 more time!! haha. hmms. =D. hmms. minyi super sia. her voice power! ha. sure die without her.=))

hmms. den when farhanah kristy they ran we cheer! hee. n i cheered for my super duper cute jouniers!! 1/8!!!! haha. dey v cute leis.hee. hmms. den hors even till de extend hors when dey run 10 X 200 m,cos wilson is de final runner mahs, i went down the stand to de track there to cheer him!! hehe. 1/8!!! U ALL DID WELL!!! FELT EXTREMELY PROUD OF U GUYS!! HEHE. WELL DONE WELL DONE! CHEERS TO U ALL!!

ha. kristy, farhanah, ke yun, jaq was excellent!! hehe
so was alan, mizi, fairul, aidil n ben! hehe.

after sports day went to see they play sooccer lo. okie la. mel was cutes! ha


hmms. smth was kinda disaapointing n a lil hurting though.
to him.

u dun noe wad is it like when ur words fall on me.
u make ur own decision n only when u have changed everything, did u ask if its okie with me.
so hey. wad am i suppose to say? other den yes?
nth. just nth. becos u have define everything.
i noe u might be great. but hey. not everyone is as pro as u kks.
instead of encouraging, u added pressure n make things worst.
oh mans. i cant believe u actually told me tt.
'' sprint. no. dun do ur best. u mus sprint.''
wad de.
u wasnt joking.
i told u i will do my best when u ask me to sprint.
n u just shut me up with ur no. ''dun do ur best. sprint''
n next? went to find someone else n yeahs. i guess i dunneed to say?
ha. if i nv hear wrongly i think u told de others i was shy n dun dare ran?
n u r not kristy. dun anyhow predict her feelings when u didnt even ask how she feel lo.
wad de.
n den. next wad did u do? nv ask kristy den anyhow change her position without asking if she agreed.
i just didnt show.
but i'm seriously kinda disappointed.
do u noe how i have put myself in a match's mental preparation. ha. u duno.
becos u thought everyone is like wad u r.i tell u no.
u took my chance away.
its not tt i am unhappy tt u replace me.
is just tt. hey. do u understand tt kinda of feeling not? u dun. u dunoe wad it is like!
tt kind of feeling. perphaps maybe someday u should try it. tell me whether u like not. a minute ago u have excited, looking forward feelings, de next u r like not-of-use. tt kind of mixed feelings. u just dunoe!

if onli fairul was running n not u.




Tuesday, March 07, 2006,
4:15 AM

HEHE. FUN FUN!!

GEO WAS FUN!

HAHA! alvin n zhi cong v funny!!! hahaa. dey lead the geo class in clapping n clapping without stopping !!!! hahaha. super funny lorss!! WHEE!!


BIO WAS OKIE.HEHE

HMMS. AFTER SCH N ASSEMBLY!! HAHAHA. WENT FOR CHEERING PRACTICE WITH THE JOUNIERS!! AHHHHHH!!! DEY SO CUTEEE!!! AHH! ESP FARAH!HAHA. N TT ''I LOVE GRAPES!'' HAHAA. SO CUTES LEIS!!!


HAHA. N DEY SUPER ON DE LO!HAHA. I LOVE MINYI I LOVE DREY I LOVE MEI YEN!!


HEE! IMAH N XI HAD PEER TUTOR N THEY COME FIND ME AFTER TT!!! HAHAHA!

I LOVE THEM TILL EARTH PERISH!

HAHA. cheering v v v vfun!! hehe. we practise the cheer like siao.haha. thank u for imah cheer to! n xi's strawberry pie!haha.big smile!

went to mac!! hahaa. 3 of us. had a great time. nice chat nice time!! enjoyuable!!!!! hehehs!!

so happy seh!! ahhaa

n i feel high!! haha


i love imah! i love jessie!! i love mizi! i miss AI DI!(AIDIL=D)i love fairul! i love mel ! i love jie rennnn! haha! i love rui ling! i love minyi! i love drey!i love yuhui!
I LOVE BELL!


hmms. n to her. u're just acting stupid. u r onli covering ur gloom. u r just making use of ppl.
n to the other her. i'm really so disaapointed when u said tt to me. i thought we were friends. but i realise, i'm nth to u but just another stranger. sadded.i shant believe in u. not anymore..




Friday, March 03, 2006,
7:33 AM

haha.


if he sings tong hua,

i'll melt into a puddle of water.


5 strings 1 sound.
=))




6:56 AM

hmms hmms. yest i v slack lei.haha. after sch. early home.hee.hmms. cos finally common test all over!!!!!!!!!!! haha. cannot help but slack a bit lers. hmms. well well.haha


hmms. n friday was alrights! haha.nice day with jess i mus say!ha. for some of her blur actions we laugh till bengs! bengs!! haha. enjoyable.hehe.

WE WANNA GO HEATS!!!but went to co instead.haha


N HERE TO ALL OF MY CLOSE 2/4 BUDDS FAMILY,
WELL DONE PPL!!
WE FEEL EXTREME PROUD OF U ALL LE!
WINNING OR LOSING ISNT EVERYTHING
AS LONG AS U HAVE FINISHED DE RACE,
U R DE BEST U CAN BE!!!


HAHA!


hmms. n hor. y scold de jouniers? seriously, i dunthink theres a need to.

becos i nv belive in scolding.

hmms. n. y give ppl tt kind of dirty fierce look lors. do u noe u always freak them out when u face is like thunderstorm? y cant u say it nicely?



haha. xi!! nice stupid blury day!! hahaha!

-- the way he nods.=))

come on imah, u can de. u r not weak. u arent gonna let urself fall, are u?




Wednesday, March 01, 2006,
6:06 AM

hehehe!

hmms hmms.

so far this week was alrights! hehe. hmms

let me say monday 1st!!

monday hors during duty time i v pathetic leis. everybody nv put back de plates lo.den tell me say help me ask their friends come back. but bluff lors. nv. stupid liers. hmms. guess i expected it anyways. hmms. but thank u drey!!! haha. cos u help me. big smiles! hehe.

hmms. n i think mon i felt a lil like all cramp up lo. cos a lot of hw den still needa study chem.=(( hmms. but tt past le. hahas. hmms. tuesday which was yest was not bad!! haha. hmms. esp in de morning when i go sch.haha. on de bus hors. got this pri sch boyboy rights, haha. v small onli, he sit in front of me mahs, i n xi stand up,den hoes de boyboy look at me den i look at him, den i smile to him den he smile back n say hello waving leis!!!! haha! den i v enthu!! haha!! i was like hello!!!!! hahaa. he super cute lors!! say twice somemore!! ahahah! den de whole jounery i n xi laugh lik siao lo! cos de malay boyboy super cutes n funny!! haha. his freinds hors. omgs!! hahaha.den dey v ''act pro'' haha! no la.cos hors dey ask each other tt kinda of difficult somes leis!!haha.1 of them v cute, ask wad is 99 X 11000. ahha. den hors!! i think 1 of them say 1000! ahhaha! super funny lo!den de other chinese boyboy was like say wanna say a funny joke, ha, den i think is de indian boyboy, he say wad joke? isit a man die go to heaven n go to hell? haha. he not say like tt la! he say untill super funny lo.hahaha. cant stop laughing leis. den the chinese boyboy hors got once raise his hands n pretend to scream leis!! haha. high pitch high pitch de lo!! hahaha. i see le rights, laugh till i burst lors!! hahas. v funny! xi too.haha. zhong guo on de bus too.haha. he like omgs tt kind of look!! hahas. SO CUTE LEIS THEY!! OMGSS! IF ONLI I CAN GO SCH WITH THEM!! HAHAS. V V V VCUTES!! haha.
they made my day perfect! whees! hmms hmm.

i was starving.=((


hehe.hmms. n today arhs. hmms. not bad lo. played some games with xinhui they all during co break.hhaa.fun!!! big laughs!! hehe.

n hor v funy leis cos me,xi,shi ling,yuanting,yibin,minyi in canteen during breaks mah,haha,den hors. swee phoon there also den anyhow he anyhow throw de can on de floor haha. den mr lim come!! haha.den minyi sabo him tell mr lim is he throw de.haha.den he was called back to pick it up.haha.den mr lim started sorta nag how dirty the cantteen was,haha,cos he walk n talk mahs, den hors we girls rights v funny! we say faster go faster run!! haha. den hor he nv see us rights, we all faster XIAM!! haha! v funny! i think swee phoon n 2 other sec 4 guys also.haha.super funny lo. omgs!! haha.


hmms. had prefect metting n go home. hmms. was feeling kinda blue when i was making my way home.duno leis. grey skies, fallen leaves. makes it bluer.

elite mel they all tease wei lie.haha.so funny. dey say wad he old man.hahas. funny lo.duno wad dey talking bout too.hahas.


i dun wan unhappiness. i dun wanna feel sad.
i wan to be happy. i wan to smile.
dun take away ppl's smile.haha.hmms. x_x

i dun wanna be sad.not now. not tml. not forever.

wad yours will be yours. if it is not yours, it will not be.neither now nor forever.

BLUESS.