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Thursday, August 31, 2006,
♥ 11:06 PM
this post , is especially for my one and only twinny !heys my dearest cockroach, i saw ya blog le.
hmms. 1stly, yups. about the post u wrote when we go for jogging, i really agree.haha. i know both of us didnt say out is becos we oursevles can really feel it inside our hearts. haha. when u wrote it at ur blog. i'm like so heartening becos u really are like my mind and heart. or rather, u are like jus another me. becos u jus got everything about how i feel right.
like you say, when we jog, we really not wan go jian fei. but is to never stop running. n noe wad. tt time i was thinking to myself,
- we run, NOT by how FAST. but by how FAR.
we run. not trying to overtake each other, not to reach a destination by a limited time. but to run together , cross every road together and run for as long as we could. even to the extend tt we dun feel like stopping.
n yeahs. everytime only with u den i really feel happy. haha. only with you i forget about all de unhappy things. even if i get reminded of them, i jus feel so comforted with you ! =)) hahas.
at times when i jog only by myself. i get reminded of all de past memories with him and i feel like i'm tired and i wan to stop running . but when i jog with you, i feel like no matter how tired i get with life, how i get reminded of him, after i run de road with you, i no longer feel sad and i felt as though i have left everything sad behind. left those unhappy thoughts with the wind tt blew away.
its so amazing you noe twinny, the way we could really jus say nothing at all but feel the same way =))
we run through every wind.
soar through unhappiness.
when we stopped, we'll smile de brightest smile
heys twinny !! never give up believing okies!! hmms. i noe u really try very very hard but sometimes it jus seems tt things dont go ur way and you feel like u're thoroughly exhuasted but dearest, no matter wad , hold on okies!! when the sky is at its darkest, it means tt the sun will soon rise up, hold on and dun give up in order to catch de next sunrise to start anew . =))
way to go dearie. u're someone who's strong! it doesnt matter wad ppl say, never stop believeing in urself n dreams will really come true. chances and opportunities are for you to create ! no matter wad it is, i'll always be here to fall back on !!
WAY TO GO MY DEAR!!! CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG !!
AT THE VERY LEAST, I BELIEVE YOU CAN =))
♥ 9:39 AM
hohos!haha.
nice nice weather for today !!
rain n rain.
wind n wind.
haha. so cooling la.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
ESP TO MRS ADELINE TAN ! MR DAVID LEONG! N MS LEK !! HAHA
THE BEST 3 TEACHERS EVER !=D
haha. n yeahs. de concert was very nice!!! haha. esp de last item. haha. sort of ''dance fight'' n it was really so nice! haha. the grp danced very very nicely la!! very very like hip hop!! haha. super nice la. i dun fancy hip hop de but this time even i admit hip hop looks nice too!! haha. so u can really imagine how dance they danced! haha.
many items very cute n funny too la. esp de kungfu fighting!!! haha. i laugh for 3 times leis! haha. jus so funny la. cannoot control !! haha.
cross country was cancelled!! =(( i'm disaappointed sia. haha.becos de weather was really cooling n nice for running.but nvm!! wiat for next term !! haha
had pizza with jess n kristy !!!! haha. yumms yumms!! n we talked about a lot of things la. haha. happy birthday kristy !!! finally its ur turn with IC!! HAHA
n ard6 pm went to jog with sis ! haha. nice wind. n we went for like close to 5 rounds. haha. ran for 35 mins non stop okie!! haha. n yeahs,thought about alot of things. haha
tts for today !
dun do this. i realy need time.
issit coicidence or fated
tt i get to see you play
not through screens.
but jus right before my eyes.
there was an un_describable feeling tt came over me
a mixture of being kinda of touched and a lil of my un_explained.
all i wan to do.
is jus stare
n capture every note you played
all i can see in my eyes
is every bit of you
till now.
i still rmb clearly.
of all,
i could only see you
- give up? already half way through
-but i suddenly lost my way out
and went back to where i was right at the beginning.
bee.bee.bee.bee.bee.bee.bee.bee.bee.bee
Monday, August 28, 2006,
♥ 1:53 AM
haha.last week's happenings !TUESDAY:
bio test. die die die!
bee.we're on paths tt will never meet.
for now we stop like the traffic lights.
it. will be de last turn.
WEDNESDAY :
HAPPY CO TIME WITH XI!! HAHA. CO IS ENJOYABLE WITH HER WITH ME LA!=D
n i so malu lo. i dropped my paper n didnt realise it. haha. someone took it den i walk out of the co room tt person throw my paper . like faster let go pretend is not he hold.haha. den i still duno its mine untill later on!
again n again its de same few words n i'm sick of it.
THURSDAY :
i need a break.
i was so super distracted. n duhs. i cant think properly for my a maths test becos of it.
okie.wadeva.
FRIDAY:
duty was bad. i was scolded for nth . onli ask u to eat faster wad. need to drown me with ur bad words mehs. dots. all u noe is to scold scold scold ppl. put urself in our shoes la. u think we happy mehs. hold back hold back hold back. we also humans lei. we also got feelings. n u onli noe how to make our job difficult.
dots!
I MISS SIS WHEN SHE GO FOR CHALET !=D
SATURDAY :
stayed home n had a jog !
a long one!=D
i love my lil brother bear!
SUNDAY:
MEET UP WITH TWINNY BELL!! muahaha. fun la. n we didnt realy saw de things we liked! haha. super demoralise yeah?! haha.
had dinner with her family n i so paisey sia.haha.but really big thank u to her ah ma n family !! n her aunt n uncle for driving us back! muahaha
OH YA!!! IN DE CARPARK RIGHTS!! haha!!! we helped a couple push their lorry!!!! hahaha. so funny la. bell's uncle ask if dey need help. den dey say ya n i n bell 1st ones to chiong down to push!!! haha. so fun la. n when it goes downslope i really thought the lorry crashing! haha.but it didnt!hehes. so funny la. we like nv push much though.haha
♥ 1:39 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAA-lhUHXx4see this! my husband ! hehe
Saturday, August 26, 2006,
♥ 7:20 AM
SONG BY :HILARY DUFF- SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraidTo follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believeSomeone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believeThat I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
Friday, August 25, 2006,
♥ 8:54 AM
have i missed de train?or issit jus i am not ready to get on it?
issit becos of kite?
hadnt i jus let go of kite?
haha
i jus wan to laugh out loud like no body's business again !
people, how do u define happy?
n how happy r u now?
are happiness everlasting? haha
Monday, August 21, 2006,
♥ 4:00 AM
hohoshee.
today was okie! ehhs. during english v tired onli. haha. de rest still okie. e maths period like fly like tt. super fast over le. muahaha. den den after sch i nth to do so help class to re fil water bottle! but then!! zhen xiang flood me with all de water bottle untill i cannot carry all le he sitl stuff to me. den i clever!! haha. i found this big big white plastic bag n used it to contain all the water bottle! haha. abt 15 water bottles i think!! so happily i went to re fill! haha
thank u jing you for helping re fill!! hehes! tt was really really nice of u! muahaha. thank u very much! den he went off n i thought i could carry all de water bottle up but i was very wrong! it was so super duper heavy with all de water in it!! den i die die also mus carry up! ahha. den walk like less den 60 steps den lucky saw muxing dey all ! ahha. n dey helped me brought it up to class later on! hehs hehs! thank you too!
n i paste stickers on almost all de water bottle! haha.people dun take out okie!! cannot cannot!!
chinese was okie ! haha. den stay back a lil while for eng oral. okie la. but i think i fail my conversation part already ! really dno wad to say about the topic online dating mahs. den cher keep asking me question i jus ans lo. oh o. haha.anyway den ms yee wan teach me pronouce ''the'' using de ''th'' sound n i jus cant pronouce it n so i started laughin n laughing n my laughing gas cant stop!! haha. i looked jsu so silly. laughing in front of the teacher n cant stop. haha.die. if o level i like tt can go n die le! ahha.
having this headache. on n off. go away la.
tml is our class' justin bday!! haha. happpy bday justin in advance!=D
dumpling, be more careful arhs! dun always hurt urself ! get well soon !=))
Sunday, August 20, 2006,
♥ 7:30 AM
i'm feeling kinda unappreciated.i feel as though everythin i do. n the way i treat ppl. people seems to be takin it for granted and step over.
i dun wan to sound as though i am so noble or wad. but yeahs. try havin thsi feeling urself n u'll understand.
maybe wad bee said was right.
thank u tootboy! u cheered me up ! =)) althought u dun even noe anything abt it. hehe.thank u
oh!!! yesterday!! haha. jogged with bell !! haha. from here all the way to chua chu kang lot 1!! haha. we ran non stop for about 35 mins!! haha. woohoo. so suprt shiok sia. drenched in sweat! haha. ~smellys~ had simple dinner n went home after tt.
twinny! its always nice to ran with u along de wind! =D thank u !=))
i jsu wan to ran n nv stop
Saturday, August 19, 2006,
♥ 2:38 AM
1st stare2nd look
3rd presence
if onli i could become the wind n let my words reached u.
let the wind carry my words to u.
it wasnt easy to let u go. i dun wanna hold on again i guess.
bee. live well n live happy.
maybe den. i'll be happy too.
yeahs.
♥ 2:03 AM
hahas!yeayea.
today was fun!
haha.food n funfair!
thanku so much to klara n twinny bell for coming. thank u really much!
haha. reached sch with fatchiek at 8am todya! haha. everybody was at the kitchen busy!! haha. helped a little n i rushed down to our stall! deco a bit n start business!! haha.pizza sausages and cereal cookies!! haha. yeayea. business todya was quite okiee!! haha.
walked ard after tt n yeahs.hehe.went to find my juniors! haha.super cute la. dey FORCE me to throw the bb! haha. towards de goal so i throw n start laughing n laughin! haha.cos de 1st 2 throws i duno y but somehow the ball was thrown towards xiuhao(jr) direction! haha. den almost hit him. 2 times also almost lei.haha.den look like is i purposely aim him but i never!! haha. den ever since i start to throw n laugh n laugh untill i throw finish n i stoped laughin! ahha
ehhs. n i score one! haha. out of the duno how many.. haha. anyway n i was given a packet of sweets!! haha.thank u 1/8!! hehe.
n yeahs. went back to stall n it was my turn to do shifts! haha. n yeahs. i cant even wear de plastic glove properly n 1 finger space i put 2 so i look le i burst out laughing. haha. so malu. hee.
hmmms...our store sold kinda well !! haha. fun la.
Friday, August 18, 2006,
♥ 6:09 AM
hohos!! hadnt post for kinda long le. so this will be a super long one! muahahas!SUNDAY 13/8
HOHOS! HAPPY BDAY MY DEAREST EN EN LIL BRO! HEHES. 14 le yeahs? mus grow up le okie! hehes. hope ya stay happy n healthy always !
hehes. n yeahs last sunday went to fang sheng with family except my big sis! haha. n of cos with twinny!! hehes! yeahs. took this big big boat at the new port there! haha. super shaky la. feel like i'm swaying mans.haha. n yeahs. so many fishes! haha. we realease them back into de sea with many other ppl! hehes. but i dun dare to put cos i scared of real fish. hehe. i scared they jump n jump onto me or de floor. cos floor no water! den i duno how to take up n put back de. haha. so yeahs. hehe. watch otehrs put lo.
n we were shown this video . omg lo. damn cruel ! is about skinning animals alive in other country i think. omg la. very very omg. super cruel la. dey jus tear de skin off alive leis. den v poor thing la. de bloody image still in my mind. ewws...
stupid ppl.
n yeahs night went to have dinner to celebrate bro's bday! ahha. blew him sme ballooons too!
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MONDAY 14/8
ehhs. still okie on monday. sorry durga cos sometimes i think my attitude towards u v wad. i sorry.
n ehs. i realised re filling water bottle for others is a fun thing ! ahha.somemore walk up n down time can past v fast also! haha
ehhs. cant rmb wad happened after tt! haha. was tired on mon !
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TUESDAY 15/8
HEHS. today still okie! hehe. pe was okie! but got sometimes i looked kinda silly la. ha.
me, pei jie, yuhui = 3 GRASS!! HEHE
n yups! there was this super duper big wind !! blow n blow! haha. v funny la. got one painting drop den i farhanah n michelle all 3 wan to go n ''save'' de painting! hahas. den in end nv. haha. but i wished i was in de rain. too bad it wasnt recess time or wad. cannnot use the time to be in de rain. haha.
n de leaves fell so beautifully! de whole parade square was like atumn feeling! haha.
blow wind blow! i love big rains!! =D=D=D
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WEDNESDAY : 16/8
haha. y cant our class have tt little bit of unity in us?
i really duno wad i can do to gel us. haha.
give me directions!
jus hope everybody can have jus tt lil bit more of initiative.
if only.
hahas. wadeva.
CO WAS ENJOYABLE! HAHA. hamham got a new cupboard! haha. we named it cupcup! hahas. n v funny la. cher ans us scared of silverfish.haha. in de end any fish also dun have. we scare ourselves. haha.
i love cello! haha
went home n was super duper tired!! everyday so late go home. already very tired but still got so much hw to do. =((
where got energy?
drink magic potion!! =D
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THRUSDAY 17/8
HOHOS. chem spa assignment today! real one okies!! but i think hais! cannot score le. i nv stop real time. distileed water all wrong also. but yeahs. nvm! over le. hehs hehs.
FAIRUL!! HEHE. promised to get me sweets!!=D=D=D
xingxing, tt was really nice of u. hahas.
thank u!
BIO EXPERI was fun today!! hehe. cut cut cut!! cut all de food! haha. twice our basin almost stuck! haha.
the words we say. were like strangers' words.
not me. is u start 1st de.
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FRIDAY 18 /8
HEE! OKIE DAY! FELT ENERGETIC IN CLASS! hehe.becos i slept early last night! hehes. hmms. die already. i think i screwed up my chinese spelling. oh o.. haha. nvm nvm. hmms.
POTATO!! MY BOX! faster lei! haha. u dun return me i dun have other box to fill my stickers! gogogo!!
seriously ur words hurts others lo. he nv respond doesnt mean he doesnt care right. he also got feeling one wads. u r jsu so plain insensitive. jus put urself in his shoes la. i'm kinda disappointed in u.
n yups! stayed back today to deco de signboards for saturday's funfair!! haha. fun fun!! thank u to david, michelle, chong ying, durga !! hehes. n jit meng, nicholas, guo xiang for stayin back!! haha.
haha. had lunch with durga den after tt we went back class again to continue drawing! haha. den hor i took off my shoes in class n from like 2 30- 5 pm in sch i was only wearing my socks! haha.but stayed in class la. still okie. den walk with imah outside class sit down n nv wear shoes go to my sec1/8 3rd level classs!! haha.
I LVOE 1/8 2006!!! HEHES.
1/8 !! thank you for always always always cheering up my day whenever i am with u guys. thank u really much. u all always help me put my smile back. ahha. todaylate evening go find u all, somemore u all , all let me play de netball throwing. haa. somemore still help me take ball. haha.wilson n little boy boy!! how dare u hit my ball away! jonathan also!! haha. but then all of u are realllllyy cute la!! haha. xiu hao also! ahha
n all of u are super cute! ehhes. always when with u all, i feel like i am same age as u all, haven grow up, can play all i wan n dun think abt anything else. i sincerely enjoy all de happiness i get from u al!!=D
haha. after tt ard 6 30 le. den michelle (jr) got some probs. went to have a talk with kenny they all. tired help them a lil n walked with kenny collect his bike n took lrt back! haha
i jsu turned n saw u.
we looked into each other but the feeling's no longer de same.
thsi time rd, i duno how shld i react.
haha. also duno y. i thsi person v weird. i feel funny n kinda weird if somebody cares too much for me. hehe.so ppl. dun care for me too much okie. hehe. i feel umcomfortable.haha
PO LEI LI PO LEI LO!!=D
i hoped u are still here. i hope u hadnt let go. if u hadnt. i wouldnt too!=D
twinny bell!! ty for ur blog post! i really appreciate it! hee. i no prob la. hehes
Friday, August 11, 2006,
♥ 10:01 AM
alrights=))
vam. its nice to see u back in sch =))
sorry peijie. becos my mind was somewhere else today so when u talk i keep havin u to repeat. sorrys!
happy time with star drey , meiyen n christina!
thank u daddy!
the best way to forget, is to face it bravely =))
I AM BRAVE!
when de wind stops blowing
when de rain stops falling
the music has stopped
n i noe its time to really forget u.
bee. zhe yi ci, wo zhen de ba ni wang ji le.
tis time, i'm really gonna forget all abt u
forgive me. it wasnt easy
no longer listening to ur sad songs.
bee. i decided to let u fly like the kite.
=))
HEY CARROT YUHUI!!! COME ON DEARIE! STAY STRONG !!! prove to them okie! jus look ahead okie! dun look backwards! nothing else is impt le. we jus wan u to be happy always !=D
always here for u!!!
MY DEAREST TOOTBOY!
cheer up okies. u still have us. i really dun wan to see u like this. come on !!! u can de! u still have us wads. serious. u still have us!
having seen to many of the greyness of life.
miss smily is tired of smiling.
sometimes it is jus so tiring to keep on smiling.
i need a break.
Thursday, August 10, 2006,
♥ 2:39 AM
i'm really sorrysorry for my stupidness
once again i didnt cherish.
miss smiley is so stupid.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006,
♥ 9:20 AM
if given a chancei would wan to go back to the past n start everything afresh. right from when i was kindergarden. i wan to make up for the lil fights i had with hin yang n jiamin. i promise i wouldnt let it happen.
i wan to go to pri5n say i'm truly sorry to my tootboy twinny and grandpa
to pri 6 to tell all tt i have been so cold to , tt i am sorry for all tt i did.
to sec1 n say sorry to all i hurt. august collie n xingxing
to sec2 to say sorry for my stubborness adn hurtful words.
to sec3 to say i'm sorry for onli realising i hadnt cherish all n onli start to regret now.
i would. leave all tt i have now to go to the past .
to start everything over again.
its hard ppl.
its really hard for u to imagine how regretful i am now.
u can tell me its okie its okie. look forward.
but do u noe how i really dislike myself for not cherishing.
i noe. u might say wads de big deal of not cherishing. well i guess. all i can say is wait till u have ssuch a day tt comes n u feel de same as me. u will den understand bahs.
all i wan is jus to be happy
♥ 8:30 AM
hohos.today went to aged home with twinny bell chocolate honey!!! haha
woohhoos.
hehe. n we brought them to de esplanade! haha. with some other ard 7 volunteers .haha.including 2 staff.hehe. so fun la. so long nv see de old folks le! haha. see them we also v enthu! haha. glad dey still rmb us!! muahaha!! dun jealous okie! hehs hehs! hmms. yeahs lo. den talk to twinny on de bus during the journey! hahas. yeahs. twinny let me understand. maybe wind took away my things also not a bad thing. becos it let me realise tt there is such a thing i do cherish in my life afterall. hehes. thanks twinny!! but i still feel so she bu de you noe. hahaa. anyway, i appreciate! hehes
hmms. den reach there we eat early dinner with them n slowly went to de auditorium lo.haha. some performance there. singin la. n de old folks were jus so happy. haha. esp de finale there. haha. stand up for s'pore everybody really stand up. haha.so i stand beside n granny n sort of anyhow move along too lo. hahas. didnt sit with twinny cos she was at the other side. haha. or not we sure v high de! hahas.
throughout the whole performance my mind jus wasnt there.
u sure u really okies not?
i coudlnt help but...
worry
hehe. n then after tt we stayed back with the old folks to watch de ndp in de auditorium!! haha. alrights la. went insane with twinny again! haha. fighting for the armrest n i jus nv win her!! =((
hehe. nvms! so later on after ndp there was jus sooo many ppl moving out la. haha. we all v worried de old folks will get seperated.ahha.lucky everyone was safe!! hehes. yeahs n we boarded our class early! hehs hehs! say byebye to de crowd!! hehe.
yeahs yeahs. on de way home i n twinny also discussed abt the performance we r thinkin abt at the aged home!! hehes. cant wait la. but hopefully it will be successful!!=D cant wait for our retro thing!! =D hehs hehs!
n yeahs today i n twinny got heart telepathy!!! haha. we bought gave each other stickers at the same time!! haha. we didnt noe each other buying de! haha. den at the lrt v funny la. cos i holding alot of things den still mus top up ezlink den hors suddenly behind got someone tell me '' miss , can i have ur phone no'' den i duno how to react mahs so i nv turn to look, i jus say ''er. wad arhs''haha. den i try to put the money in de machine but cannot!! becos i hadnt press de button!!!! haha. so silly u noe. ahha.den i look back it was twinny's mother!!! haha. so paisey leis. den she saw tt i hadnt press de machine button too!! arhhhs~ hahaha. so damn silly n paissey u noe!! haha. so funny la. den after tt i realise i didnt bring my phone! n went back to take lo. haha
i really trying very hard to cherish!
its jus tt i duno how.
♥ 8:26 AM
hehe.tuesday celebration was okie.
thanks to minyi drey yuhui n peijie!=))
love u guys man.
things wouldnt be as complete if u guys werent there.
=D
P.S XINGXING!! U V HANDSOME!=D=D=D
hahas. i jus feel like screaming.
imah arhs imah, no matter wad stay strong okies. dun let ppl get u down. prove them wrong. show them how strong u can be =))we r always here. here for u =))
♥ 8:24 AM
sorryi am really sorry
i'm sorry for not being by ur side.
sorrys
i duno wad i can do to help u.
when i saw u i also duno wad i can say.
i'm really sorrys.
vamvam. u mus stay strong okies!
everything will be alrights de
=)
Monday, August 07, 2006,
♥ 4:07 AM
haha. my horoscope for the day. how true..The Bottom Line:
Take a long walk down your memory lane and say goodbye to some outdated ideas.
In Detail:
Your memories can be wonderful, heartwarming notions that tie you to the people you love, and they maintain a valuable tie to a past that helped create the person you are today. But memories, when held on to too literally or wistfully, can also be paralyzing forces in your life. Take a long mental walk down memory lane and pinpoint some remembrances you need to forget. Don't let the rosy haze of nostalgia lead you to believe something that isn't true.
♥ 3:33 AM
elite.i miss u all
every single one of u.
elite arhs =))
i jus wan things to remain as it is.
i dun wan to sound i have smth against u.
but i guess i'm sorry .
i'm contend with wad i have in life now,tt i dun wan anyone or anything to come in between n take my happiness away.
sorry if i'm selfish.
i jus wan to be happy.
♥ 3:27 AM
wind arhs...dun take everything away from me.
please wind...
dont...
i'm sorry wind.
i didnt mean to hurt so many last time.
sorry wind.
i'm changing
sorry wind
i promise i will cherish
wind please...
dont take everything away
dont turn off all my lights
i cant survive.
i'm truly sorry
Saturday, August 05, 2006,
♥ 9:02 AM
HEEHEHE!!!TODAY WENT TO SNOWCITY WITH TWINNY BELL N HER FRIENDS!!
HEE! they r hongda darryl n peijun! haha. fun!
hehes. went to snow city n it was so freezzzzing cold!! hhaa. starting de 1st hr right we go n mostly stayed near de slide area la. ahha. n hors starting i n twinny dun dare to slide doen de snow slide! becos it jus looked so scary!! hahaa. den hor we keep stand up den laugh super siaoly n loudly!! haha. den de staff was like laughin n teasing us! haha. den in de end we were screaming while trying to slide down den in de end dey pushed us down de snow slide den no choice lo. already push le mahs. haha. den den it wasnt tt scary actually ! haha. n we tried a fe wmore times n yups. it was fun!! haha. de wind v nice la when u slide down. hees. n its really cold. haha. den when i twinny wan zi lian we were like ahh!!! faster faster!! haha. cos hand will turn numb. hehes. n we were practically laughin throughout la. ahha.
so had a short break n continued de 2nd hr!! haha. fun fun!! hehes. but this 2nd hr was even more cold leis. also duno y. hahaa. i n twinny were like shivering! haha. but we had fun becos we were play snow fight with the children there!!! hahaa. THEY R SO SUPER CUTE U NOE!! HAHA. DEY AIM US DEN I N BELL JOIN FORCE N GET THEM BACK!!! HAHA. SO SUPER CUTE LA. DEIR SNOW BALLS ALL V SMALL ONE. HAA. DEN WE ALSO THROW THEM BACK. HAHA. ITS SO FUNNY. hees! den i n bell still crawl into de small igloo n take video there. ahhaa. omg la. hee.
n we slide down together at the slidE ! haha. once onli becos de rest of the time we were playin with the children n dey r jus so super innocent n cute. !! =D=D=DD
haha . i esp like de ending! haha. i n bell sorta ice skate cum slide across de snow play area n we were laughing n siao. ahhaa. it was really fun this part! becos i like to like run run n WHEE~ HAHA. slide across. haha. even on land!! tts y sorta called my ice skate on lanD!! hhaa
n yups. enjoyable la. but it was jus so cold. haha.
went to have lunch with all of them n i have my own PRIVATE TIME WITH TWINNY !!=D=D=D hehes. oh ya n we took a video during lunch n we were like LAUGHIN OUT LOUD. HAHA. SUPER LOUDLY at the kopitam n many were looking but we dun dare look back. haha. so we pretended we noe nth. haha. anyways! haha,jus v funny la.
n happily we went to shop!! hehes. for our retro stuffs! hehes. but still didnt really get anything. I GOT A SPONGEBOB BAG!!!=D=D=D HAHA. mizi!!! u jealous not?! hahaha. opps! hehe
den nth much n we went back le! haha. thank u twinny bell for inviting me to join u all =)) thank u so much!! i really enjoyed! haha. at least i could really laugh out from within me. =D xie xie!!
n ya!!! at the mrt !! haha. while walking to de entrance we were like burstin laughing becos we planned to take turns n skip all de way to de entrance!! haha. looked super silly la but we dun even care! haha. soemmroe at the stairs we still purposely wait for de staff to walk away n we jumped up de stairs!! haha. not all la but like a whole of 15 steps!! hehe. fun la. laugh n laugh like siao n many turned n look de we faster ran up! haha. so funny la.
haha. den came home use com den ard 7 25 meet bell for jog!!! ahhaa. den v funny la. this time i wasnt late k!! haha. but end up we meet at wrong places!! haha. i reach early but no use!! haha. anyways. hehe. n we jogged from fajar to bankit. from bankit back to fajar to ten mile junction n back to plaza! haha. 1 word. SHOIK !!!!! HAHA. OMG. we joggged 35 mins NON STOP!!!!!=D=D=D WOOHOO! N i was jus feeling so light hearted n so happy when we jogging!! haha. with phone mp3 n running n my dearest twinny to chiong with me its so WOOHOOO U noe!! hahaa. n yeahs after this 35 mins we still wanted to continue!! haha. NON STOP LEIS. I EMPHASIZE! NON STOP!! haha. tt is like twice of my 2.4 napha test timming .2.4 sometimes i still got stop but hey! thsi 35 mins we nv stop. not even walk! haha. duno la. maybe u all think i siao le but i am jus so fascinated!!! haha. lalalan some parts we were laughing n laughing for nth la. esp on those metal drains! jumps jumps! woots!! hahaa. den hor becos we wanted to have dinner le so we ran to plaza lo. haha. so shoik lei. hees. i am so happy. i jus dun feel like stop running u noe. haha. lalala!!
had a yummy dinner at plaza! n we talked abt some pri4 stuffs!! haha. wooos~
memories are always the most precious =))
n yeahs sha la la la!! 2 happy sisters went back happily together!! haha. n we stinks! haha. so reach home den faster bath le!
TWINNY SISTER BELL I LOVE YA!!
=D=D=D
SERIOUSLY DO!=D=D=D
my ideal prince charming will
pull me along when i'm tired!
n hold me along when i cant walk on anymore.
=D
anyway yest saw cinderalla 2!!! haha. but tt was like de last 20 mins of it on disney channel. haha
without u. i am still as happy as can be. =))
becos i wont let u take my smile away =))
♥ 8:42 AM
familiar strangers.i've woke up from my fantasy.
this time i didnt fall hard.
its okie.
i merely had some bruises
they'll be gone very soon
so soon
i guess...
i have no choice but to leave u in de past
[ always have to move on, to leave all behind]
i'll be pretty alright.
afterall, the sky is still blue =))
so blue...
when fate has come to an end,
learn to let go
becos de longer u hold on
de more hurt u'll get
if its urs it'll come back.
if its not. it'll nv be
my kite flown away n came back once.
jus when i learnt my lesson n wanted to cherish all of it,
it struggles to be free.
dearest kite, i do understand
tts y i decided to let u fly away.
so long kite,
maybe someday u'll come back to my side again.
snowman's copyright =))
♥ 7:37 AM
hehes!!hadnt blog abt a week le. let me update!!=D=D=D=D
MONDAY : 31/7/06
haha. this monday was a super cold monday!! de wind jus kept blowing n blowing. hahas
sch was okie i guess.
can u read my expressions?
alan, thanku so so much for august collie. thank u so much for agreeing to pass it to me. thanku so much =)) dun worry its doing fine =)) i have my reasons for doing so n i sincerely hoped u understand =)) once again, thank u so much =))
I LOVE MY V OWN SIS!! MY DARLIE SIS!=D=D=D becos she nv fails to listen to me n nv fails to fight my bed with me!=D love ya always sis!
TUESDAY : 1/8/06
HEHS HEHS! was a kindafun day today!! haha. becos pe was jus so funny la. ahhaa. me pei jie yuhui durga farhanah n michelle played soccer!! hhaha.with jackie dey all too. so funny la. becos we duno how to kick den everybody was like going after de soccer ball.den got once we still use hands .haha.den when farhanah throw in i give up le! she throw towards me den i use y hands catch den faster put back de floow n kick ! hahaa. so funny la throughout the game. hehes. me yuhui n peijie was like laughing n laughing non stop!!! hahaha. esp de part where ragini wanted to dogdge the ball. haha. super cutes! hehes. when we screamed also. haha.miss chocolate's shoe dropped out twice somemore!!! hahaha. so fun la. =D=D=D
haha.but i was so tired in class tt i really wanna jus go to sleep!! while waiting for the 4 30 ipw slot i talked to durga choco n yups,i miss our talking times real real loads!! haha. thanku miss chocolate for listening to my life's craps. =)) i ttruly appreciate!=D
hadnt laugh like this for such a long time
nv stop laughing ppl. becos once u stop, u r back to reality.
imah once said,
reality bites.
how true ...
WEDNESDAY:2/8/06
HAHA. NTH much . co was fun with xi!=D
bye bye potato monster.
this time. i'm really saying byebye. =))
thanku for all tt u've done all this while.
i'm glad i met u. haha
always my potato monster.
i'll remember.
but i guess its time to say gd bye.
byebye potato monster.
maybe someday we shall meet in dreamland.
byebye potato monster.
byebye.
someday i shall learn to be friends with dino. =))
THRUSDAY : 3/6/06
HAHA. was a enjoyable day !! hehs.but i have gastric pain from 2 pm all de way till night 9 pm++ which was super umcomfortable becos i coudnt stand up still becos it jus hurts so much. but yeahs strangly at night i took a kit kat n de pain went off. haha
kit kat saved de day !=D
had bio spa today!! haha. quite funny la. wei wen cracked de test tube n spilled de ethanol on his shorts .haha. den we were saying tt he mus wash away or not later he catch fire. haha. =pp
slowly n slowly, i realise my class could be kinda cute too =))
3/9 jus wait!! becos i believe we will be united someday!!=D=D way to go!!
this time round i'm not gonna give up!!not till i try!!!!=D=D=D
CDP today was enjoyable!!=D i v malu la. keep laughin n erh erh erh when its my turn to talk. haha. nvm lo. i get use le. always so malu one. hehe
went home with drey minyi n ee ling. haha. fun la.i love drey stargal super loads!!
n i really love giving out stickers u noe!! hahaa. i v happy. but i dun like n will be quite disappointed when ppl reject my smiles n stickers! haha.
MISS SMILEY SNOWMAN
FRIDAY : 4/6/06
HEHE. GDGD! friday was enjoyable!! hehe. esp during co time. haha. had combine practise today. was kinda okie la. i prefer combine prac to sectional. hehes. den hor v funny la cos cello can keep kinda fast de mah den i n xi will always go help percussion keep cos dey got more things den this time i gei kiang, i tell ahmad i die die also wan push de drums. haha. those big big kinds . den hor i wan step on de pedal to push mahs. den i duno which pedal den i any how step until v happy de drum still dun wan come up le me push den hor ahmad keep telling me step wrong pedal already i still duno. haha. den hor i step den i realise de drum tunner is going up n down up n down den i'm like ahhh!! i step wrong le!! hahaa. den hor ahmad laugh at me leis. herhs. haha. super funny la . den de right way is at the other side of the drum!haha. so malu lo. somemore so many juniors laugh at me! =(( hahaa. den hor ahmad help me get the drum in position to push den i accidentally let it stand back den i wan step n step stil it doesnt move!! haha. den i shout for ahmad again!! hehe.thanku! hees. den hor i along de way to co room from de ex dance room i cannot stop laughin to myself becos i looked really malu paisey n stupid jsu now trying to figure out how to push de drums!! haha. super paisey la. but i mus control cannot laugh alone n tts miserable! hhaa. den hor at co room got 1 step mahs den i stop in front den hor i ask de sec2 help me carry up den okie le hor i duno how to make it in de pushing position again!! haha. den i step on de hard pedal n wan to make it but it jus cannot!! haha. den i look so silly n de action le haha. finally ahmad come n save my day!! haha. but den v malu again!! haha. i happily go push into de instrument room den ahmad v funny!! he say ''WRONG!! y u come in?! jus put outsidE!! hahaa. den i say'' ya hor!!! oh oh oh!! i forget i forget!! haha.'' n i jus cant stop laughing after tt. i cant believe how blur i was. haha. to think i forget ttt thsese drums is always put at the outer room de. hha. den hor i say die le how i U TURN back?! haha. den hor i stuck la of cos den ahmad n bao ying help me! haha. baoying still say how come i drive ''car'' , ppl is park outside den i park insidE! hahaa. v funny la i jus cant stop laughin!!! =D=D=D=D
haha. went home n went for a movie with sis. hehes. watch now n forever.hhaha. nice la. touching. jus 4 ppl in de theatre. =D
SO YEAHS monday to friday!! tadas!!