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Monday, June 27, 2005,
11:03 PM

life is so boring.everyday is simply a repeatition.so wads de big deal if we simply live a day lesser? perphaps it shant make a difference anyway. still got so mani years down de road n they're simply just crawling. i'm so sick n tired of everything. as in seeing ugly things happening on to de world.even de nearest to us.our surroundings. i'm tired of havin to face reality. y cant we jus sleep forever.den we'lll all be spared from these agony.i mean.i'm tired of having to deal with problems.to have to think whys.de unexplained whys.y cant evryone jus live their simple ways? y some ppl r jus so fake man.cant they jus show their true selfs? arent dey tired too? tired of havin to act throughout? how long can dey hold on? how long can we?I'M SICK OF SEEING FAKE FACES.FAKE EXPRESSIONS.FAKE EMOTIONS.nth is really real in this world.neither me.neither u.neither him or her.i jus wan to stare in space.or watch de mins ticked by.like i;'ve said.life is actually countdowning our lifetime.so wads de big deal?ya.cherish.n cherish.n cherish. tts wad ppl always say. including me.but well.true.we should. anyway.we werent de ones who build ourseleves. why r humans being created.if de 1st werent.den we wouldnt be here too.so if dere isnt humans.isnt it better? we dun need to go through live. but jus remian as un-existence..den de whole planet n have all de animals to conquer.better isnt it?




Saturday, June 25, 2005,
12:47 AM

I LOVE 6A3 2003.
i love 6a3!!
i love 6a3!!
i love them so much!!
i love 6a3!!
i love 6a3!!!
de 2003 batch!!
i love u ppl simply tt much!hahaha!
i love bell bell.u noe who u r.ha
i love fiona
i love ms lek.
i love jessie
i love yuan ting!
i love mell
i love meowin n ywee!haha.for helping to take de heavy ones.
i love xiang ah!de nice voice de!!hahaha
i love rence ah
!i love en ah!
i love benjy sim ah!thx for helping!
hees.i love u ppls!thanks for making my day such an amazement!!n such a wonderful n unforgettable day.big smiles for u all!!haha.
today,i n bell meet early to book de pit wif aunt.haha.bell.rmb wad u say to my aunt?aunty?hahaha.=pp.shh.dun tell.hahaha.den went back to fajar to buy de food.haha.bell! rmb how we walked through de flying leaves,under the dark clouds n with the strong winds?hees.
den we went to my house.stragling wif the food.haha.n went to bake cookies.yum yum.difenatly nice man! haha.hope u all like it during de gatehring too!haha.we bake one mahs.hahaha.den meet melvin n yee wee to take de food.thanks loads guys!haha.couldnt have bring all of it without u alll.hees.thanks!hmm.den we all set up fire! haha.thanks to fiona!haha.biggest contribution of hers!hees.pro leix she.fan so hard.hahaha.she's my baby!hahhaa.=pp.den kinda fun lars.throughout de whole gathering.hees.melson!! rmb de ice kk! cannot forget hors!!=D.HEES.den 10+ le lights out.haha.bad service man.hees.den eeveryone start packing n we decided to go to blk 419 there n chit chat.haha.so when we reach le.oppsie.thansk benjamin for helping to take de thigns! hees. den at the bb court all of us sit down there n chat .haha.play de true n dare together!!hees.interesting man.hees.till 11.20pm lik tt.den a cocoroach came towards us.haha.den everyone run!!hahaha.no la no la.hees.we went to de void deck to take photos! haha.didnt noe u ppl can be so on!! hahah.ask u all take sure no prob one ritex handsomes n babes?hahaha!!=pppp. love u peeps loads loads!!hees.den bout 11.30+ den evryone went home.aha.nice time taking de pics.hees.a real nice day. i feel so calm wif them.everything is right.dey're de onli pillars of my life.
lastly, 6a3 peeps!! thanks for coming! thanks joven for bringing back de food n saved us all!haha.thanks loads! thanks u ,u guys for maing a wondeerful memo to my life.u rule my world!!

I LOVE DEM.




Monday, June 20, 2005,
11:57 PM

whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahah!!! i love this day!!! simply too fun!!omg!!hees.today went to escape theme park wif imah,ger,kristy! hahaha.funfunfun!!hees.but i'm onli begining to feel de dizziness of those thrill rides now. dunnoe y.i feel like i'm spinning on my own house chair.i'm feeling onli now when i'm in front of my com.hahaa.weirdy!haha.didnt feel ani of those when i was at the theme park.hahaha.cool!hee.hmm.den we went for almost all de rides!hahaha.most le bahs.hmm.i swear i wil avoid taking alpha 8 again!! spare me!hahaha.its jsu so freaky scary!! omg!! the sudden drop is taking ur jaw off man.n tt part i was like gone mute le.its so scary man!! u jus feel as if u fly up n u were really jus gonna jus fly out of the carriage.haha.gracious gracioushees.but real fun.haha.wet n wild.shoik man!! hahaha.de plunge a lil scary though. i like the cabluary most!!! de inverter!! i like it loads!haha.close de eye not scary le.pepsi is more scary lors!!hahahaha.i like inverter!!hees.i was like holding on n not making any sound throughout.hhahaha.fun!! i n ger took twice.haha.imah n kristy once.not scary de!!hahaa.de two actually wannted to backout for the 1st time de.haha.pirate ship!! we compete.haha.i n kristy a grp! ger n imah one. my grp wif kristy won!!hahahaa.hi55!!!hahaha.fun fun!!oh man.real dizzy now.going round n round in my mind.hmm.go kart?hahaa.de slope is damn scary. kristy is a pro at tt kkz! i simply love the way she park her 'vehicle'!haha.excellent one man.hees.i like!haha.she's fast too.hees.sry didnt reply u for the hellos!haha.i was really afriad tt someone would bump into mi instead.hees.=pp.

de BBQ GATHERING!!excellent man!!hahahahaha.didnt noe it was soooooooo fun!!haha.omg.i wished it wouldnt end!haha.fun!! everyone helped to get the fire started n we start bbqing!haha.fun!! but too mani leftover food.haha.lucky mr khoo n gorden?haha.helped!!hees.dey brought back loads.hees.thanks lots lots lots!!haha.n those who played soccer wif mi!!gorden's 2 elder brother,melvin,benjamin,-no-name-guy,de boyboy,n others!!hahaha.so happy man.de ball i threw was high ehs?''sooo high man'' dey cant even reach.hahaha.i lik when i kick de ball far far to one of de dunnoe who.hahaha.fun!! hahaha.well.didnt overshoot.but almost did!!hahahaha.den everyone had a chat wif mr khoo.hahaha.fun!! didnt noe i can nag tt much at ppl de!haha.asking them to eat n stufs.haha.talking abt eat! i was bring the water melon to dem den dey run so far!!haha.funny n fun la!!hahaha.i really love this day man. soocccer was simply de best!!n mizi's beehoon!! wif lots of ''special ingredients'''!!!hahahahaha*winnnkks*

soocccer is my world!!! socccerr simply rules!! i love soccer!!

hmm.heres a question i can nv get an answer i wan.y r there bad ppl when no one was born to be bad at 1st?haha.asked mr khoo.he said becos of greed n stuff. kinda true on some.but like still got missing parts here n there den everyone begin to discuss.hahaa.he told mi to ask a monk.maybe i should!hees.hmm.this is a weird world.

miss many whys




Friday, June 17, 2005,
8:23 PM

i will rmb this day.tt moment u show mi tt. i noe. u're jus one of them too.u've got mi defined.u make mi see through u le.earlier i expected it le.or rather predicted. but i'm really disappointed .i thought maybe u would still help mi or smth. ha. to think.or rather.wishful thinking.u're merely another wearing mask. fake.u noe fake?to think u always stood up for mi in de past. ha. ya.tts in the past ehs?

den u,now i noe le.i understood y. y u were like tt during tt time. its not i wan to think abt it.it jus came to me.say here say there. it all ended up becos u dun trust me.u dun wan mi to noe abt it.well.too bad.i knew it.thought i wasnt saying anithing in front of u.u changed.everyone changed.maybe in others eyes i've changed too.so wads the big deal.ah! forget it.i'm contraditing myself.i dun mind abt it.but.forget it man.i was at fault at 1st too.perphaps i took u for granted.but i really dislike the u now.forget it.u will jsu think i'm jus another insane woman.forget it.

den u.u're so.wad should i say?hmm.sacarstic yet angelicc on de outside?forget it.forget it.u're fake too.

i dunnoe wads ur purpose doing this.r u really happy?




Thursday, June 16, 2005,
9:08 PM

saw a dead pigeon. its head was in a small pool of blood.its jus so poor thing...hais.life can be so fragile at times. u wont noe where u might be de next particular moment.u can jus black out or smth.who noes? we cant predict anithing.we're in no position to bahs? hehs. the bird is jus so poor thing. earth has 1 living thing lesser now.life n death.perphpas its jus a revolution bahs? life starts n end n u wont noe if it actually starts a brand new life again.hmm.but wad matters is present bahs. everything u have now.cherish it.everyday is up to u to live it de. u can live it de way u wan to,wif the colours u wan.becos everyday is actually countdowning our lifetime.dun ya think so? hees.

hmm.went to decorate co room.hees.de one which used to be dance room.hees.i drew some cartoons.shiling,jessie,yuanting helped mi to paint.hees.i like the cartoons!! hees. yet to complete the whole room though.hees.hmm

-+_ u mus jiayoux kkz! hees. although we're not saying anithing,but for tt,u mus give ur best kkz.hehes.i believe u can.jiayoux!big smiles for u.=)




Monday, June 13, 2005,
10:40 PM

hmm hmm!! aloha!!heees.wheee.feeling happy!hehes.hmm hmm.went to visit grandparents today!hahaha.jus so happy to see them!! wheeee~!heee.hmm.den granny show mi n mummy de messaging machine bed they bought.hahha.cool.two rollars kept going left n right.hahaha.dey seemed to like it n granny even show us how she works.hhahaha.she jus looked so happy!hhehehe.=DdD.hees.den when granny wanna get up,grandad help her up by pulling her arm leix.omg! its so sweet u noe! when i saw it!hehehehe! so sweet! dey're jus so loving!! i love grandparents!hehehe.big hugs for them!heeeee.=D.happy happy.hahaha.den went back to meet jiahui.

but on de way,i saw this little boy lying on de floor n crying becos his elder brothers were like running v.fast n he's laggin behind.can u believe he's onli like 5 years old?den i was like oh o.den i like cannot jus walked off mahs.lik couldnt bear den is like he's alone on de floor n like crying leix.den i was like.oh no! den i was like.''dun cry..come,stand up''abit dunnoe how to ask him to stand up instead of lying cos de floor so dirty leix.den he like so unwilling.den his brothers come over n pull him up but he still dun wan n kept lying so i ask him faster stand up or not ants will come n bite him,but he still dun wan.hahaha.this trick not in use le mehs?hahahaa.=PppP.den his brothers also bout 5 years like tt.got 2.hahaha.so cute! den dey pullhim up n he dun wan.den i v.pai sey leix.cos it looks as if i'm de one casuing de little boy to lie dere.den so i dun there to look at the surrounding lo.hhaa.untill i heard someone call''didi''den i turn den it was his father.haha.den i bit dunnoe wad to do den i stand up n his mum smiled at me so i jus like nod n smile back lo.omg.i seem to look stupid.awww.hahahah.=PPP.Den i hurry off le.haha.tt boyboy arhs.hehe.hmm.but he's really cute.hahahahahha

had a nice walk wif jiahui.hehehe.mum baked a sponge n gogo cake!hahaha.tts de way granny pronuouce chocolate in dialect.haha.so cute man!

i love my grandparents.i love kids!




Monday, June 06, 2005,
6:53 AM

finally blogging. well.a lot of things happen. hmm. wad can i say? so. today 1stly,i went to jurong point n west mall wif kristy n jessie.kinda fun.hee.hmm.i didnt realise tt i spent almost $15 on food n another $5 on clay.which meant i spend on $20 like on many junks food.i bought kfc,ice tea,famous amos cookies,tirasumi,3 dumplings.i was thinking of buying rojak but i was like a lil full le.so well.didnt buy tt.omg. i cant believe i ate tt much.gracious.well.eating is a gd way to de-stress.so i shouldnt mistreat myself.muahaha.n i went to plaza to buy dumplings for mummy.

reach home n share some cookies wif sis.n start on my cake n dumpling.yumm.de cake was too creamy for me though.hehe.

n ner.my dolphin teddy died yesterday.the styrofoam thing is dropping all over the place. so sad man.its close to me de.n mum dun allow mi to sew it back.argh.but nvm.it remains in my heart forver.i love dolphin phin.hais.

n ner.obviously my taggy.well.seriously,i admit i was really sad when i saw it. but i wasnt the tiniest bit of angry.i really wasnt.i was sad.ha.but then.after thinking over it.perphaps i should jus get over it lo.those ppl.since they have so much to comment.jus let them be bahs.hehe.i wont mind anymore.but actually dey're helping mi to become strong in mind.to help mi become stronger.hehe.i will take things by strive le.its okie.i'll tell myself.hehe.dey happy can le lo.hehe
thanks guys for helping mi at the taggy.its really okie .hehe.thanks though.hehe.jus let them be bahs.

learning all over again.




Wednesday, June 01, 2005,
12:52 AM

nth to say.
got back results le.overall still okie la.hehs.

i'm a fulltime devil. backoff =)