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Thursday, October 27, 2005,
♥ 12:17 PM
ELITE!!hehe.simply my life.
Today meet bell n elite.hehe!thought i was late to meet bell so i ran all the way to de soccer court den she nt there yet so stay there with elite.haha.jieren melvin benjy thought i wanted to shit tts why ran so fast.hahas. cos i thought i late le mah.so hurry lo.bell!! duno who later HORS?!haha.=pp.but its okie la.hehe.den bell come le den we went to mac to have lunch.hehe.say jiahui wallace linus,her cousin n her aunt.hehe.the jie jie in green colour v 'pretty'!haha.jiahui, familiar?!hahahahah.=pp
n bell took a long time to decide wad she wanna eat.hahaha. now bell do u noe why de movie was called chicken little instead of the other way round?hahaha.then went back to soccer court watched them play n bell acted nerd!! with jun xiang's specs.haha.omg.den i also act on with her but after a while i cant stand her le. cos too nerdy le!! de way she act can join drama le lo.hehe!den we chat chat chat n melvin was like riding on a bic n going ard the soccer court many times.haha.den i was telling him he was making us dizzy n he say he was even more dizzy.hhee.becos he's de one going round n round.hehe.cute!!n melvin!!!! i n bell saw tt u almost fall lo!!from de bic.haha.den he pretend he duno.hahas. MALU!!! =pp.den i n bell teased jieren.ahem.he noe wad issit.hahaha.den he tou xiao! n hide behind the wall.hahaha.pai sey le ehs?=pp.den we also go tease chieh suan.haha.we copy every word n action he make.hehe.fun leis! at 1st he got notice de! den he pretend nv see den at last when i n bel burst out laughing den he look at us n say'' ni men zai xiao shen mo?''haha.this make us even laugh harder lo.den he say every word we copy right.hahaa.den he say hais us!hahaha.den sian diao tt kind of look for us.hahaha.den he tried setting traps for us to fall in when copying him.haha.but i n bell CLEVER DE HOR. WE nv fall in his trick!!! ehhehe.n he was like kana irritated from us.haha.but he couldnt do anithing!=pp.hehe.den once he clap mahs.den we clap den he clap 3 times den we clap 3 times.den he clap alot of times!!haha.at least bell still can clap along.ha.den moment he clap a lot of times i burst like siao lo.super duper funny!!!!! haha.cos v cute lei. u imagine lo.haha.like he purposely test see if we wil follow.haha.den his look also.den hor.we really copy him like siao lo.haha.his actions all super funny lo.hehe.den jun xiang almost forget to collect back his specs from bell!!haha.den we purposely ask him to smile before we return.hehhee!! fun fun fun
in another 5 h+ i will have to wake n get ready to leave for genting le. sighs. hehe! miss everyone but i am excited too! v sad cant join the class for the last day of sch lo. cos is last day 2/4 is together too. aidil,mizi ,fairul, among everybody i really miss u 3 the most lo. i also duno why.n 2/4s craps.de guys who always ''battle'' agains we 8 girls de.haha. imah's,ger's,jackie's crapness,kristy's insanity etc. i miss i miss i miss lei!!!but we go plan outings den go out together again k.hehe.coming back to spore on sun. miss me hor.=))
bell, thanks for the cd! hehe. i saw u in de cd!!! the one playing violin was cool.hahas. the skills.
haha.yao qing!!! hheehee! today who win nerhs?haha. our teasing.hehe. i say is I WIN!! haha. during hall time u point ahem me right.haha.den i flap my hands pretend to be a bird den show u.haha.den u hold ur head n make me back.ha.but now i clever le hor. i point to the ceiling n pretend got bird fly past.aha.u noe wad i mean de!!! hehehe!blarrs!
tml is last day le. hahas. benjy,melvin,jieren n all the guys,ger n jac, haha. I CANNOT NAG AT U ALL ANYMORE LE!!!!! WHICH IS SMTH I WILL MISS ALOT!!! HEHEE!! but it was really enjoyable being u all de monitress.hehe.i enjoyed it. although u all mus nag like siao den will do.hehe.but it was my pleasure hor benjy?hahahas.ITS ALL FOR YOUR OWN GD!! hahas.=pp
cant wait for prefect camp to come.wonder wad issit like!!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005,
♥ 11:16 PM
2/4.hehe.cute class. rmb the 1st day of camp before we take de sch bus we in 1/4 classroom den we played paper balls fight?haha. v fun lo. we all like siao like tt .throw everywhere.haha.den when the boys throw us we imah,me,ger,jac,kristy,hani,far,jessie hide under the table den we throw them back again.hahaha .but i think in de end boys win lo. 2 years coming to an end le. the bonding we have is kinda incredible bahs. ha. i will miss esp aidil mizi n fairul cos dey always crap ard not happy dey will make mi happy de. hahas. n our grp of girls! ger imah kristy jac dey all. hehe.hms. but dun worry k. even we split up le, we n those ppl like mizi they all, we will still have outings n gatherings de k.so we can still be in contact. i jus scared tt we will be like drift away when we in diff class lo. hmm.duno can adapt to new class not. but i abit looking forward to go a new class for a new environment. after all, nth last forever, even if we dun part now, we have to part some other day. it is jus a matter of time bahs. so yeahs. early or late , wad will happen will still happen. accept n change bahs. nth last forever.Tuesday, October 25, 2005,
♥ 3:37 PM
whee~ back from camp le!! omgs. sunburn!! at the back of my back near the neck. super pain lo!now i finally noe how painful is sunburn le.hahas.hmms. so say more the camp. hehe. damn super super super fun! hehehe!day 1: so we reached the camp there through a kinda deserted area 1st. somemore the bus still pass by a huge cementary.n so we reached the camp ard 11+ lik tt. hmms.den we were mixed up and split into grps.my grp is bagheera. those in my grp were-shawnald,steven,mingsoon,yeewee,siwei,daniel,gee gwee,ping yan,lucas,haoyi,rui an,his friend duno wad name de, li xiang,shu ni,shila,some 2/5s malay girls,cant rmb their names=pp,jiahui,jessie,qiu jing,jascima,zhen xiang,ying mao,3indian boys,cant rmb their names,shikin!!hahas,ikin,n some other malay girls i think. hee. jus cant rmb the names.hmm. overall it was like a kinda fun grp to be in lo. hehe. hmms.instructor of ours was adrian!hehe.he v humourous de lo. looked a little like my uncle!hahas.n another instructor was brian.but he not so often with our grp de. hee. anyways. so ya. our grp lo.den we had lunch n went KAYAKING!omg. it was so super fun!! hehe. at 1st i thought i would capsize the boat man.ha.but cos we doing in pairs mahs,den lucky me n partner qiujing nv!haha,starting we like crash into the trees in the sea but later on we managed to free ourselves.hahas. n i rmb de 1st time we step into the sea to test the life jacket.haha.smelly wwater but fun!the water was deep!hehe.but i TALL enough WADS!! hahas.hmm.den kayaking time v fun lo. den when we knocked into our kayaks,we will like push them away.hahas.but its tiring lo.de arms but really fun!den we kayak ard the kelong on the sea n went back after sometime le.hehe.den do rafting.also quite fun la.except the planning part was a bit bored.but we still came up with a design n everyone helped to carry the raft we made into the sea.ha.haevy mans. den we had to sit as many ppl on the raft as possible to earn points.so we helped one another up n actually i didnt want to went up de but kana forced!!! hahas. no la. in de end i jus sit lo. omgs.cos the raft we made was kinda big mahs.so rights,the wood we attach also kinda old le so they keep breaking n all of us were like screaming like siao.ha. lucky our side de nv break but i think we managed to sit 17 ppl which is a lot le!! hahas.was kinda fun too. den we actually had to do the low elements de but didnt cos it was raining den got thunder.ha.so cannot.den we were in the shelter n played some indoor games.not bad.kinda fun n we all nagged to adrian we wan to BATH!! everyone stinks!hee.den finally when he allow,we all faster go queue n bath/bathe lo. but long queue.den finish bathing le had dinner den wash own untensils n gather with grp again. hmms.den we had night walk!!!! v v v v v v fun!! hahas. but my blindfold loosen n i jus closed my eyes lo. nv peeped de hor. pro okies!hahas.hmm. den we hold onto each other's shoulder n walk in total darkness lo. we can onli follow instructions passed down the front person n walk abt with the whole grp in a single line.den i'm at the line's last 3.jessie last second n jiahui last one. ha.den 3 of us v chaotic. keep screaming like siao. ha. i think i'm the noisest?hehe. den got once in front of mi the indian girl walked too fast n i like lose hold on her n i broke from the line n i was like shouting break alredy!!n i think 1st time is adrian help me to hold back onto the indian girl de. n he was like laughing at us lo.de 3 of us at the back.i think is adrian bahs. hmms.den later break another 2nd time den this time i duno is who help me to join back de.but thank u! hehe. hmms.den nightwalk tt time dey go make like some wierd noise to scare us n someone scream n everyone scream.hehe.but it was really fun.den after this we discuss abit on camp fire performance for day 2 de.den after tt had supper n everyone had to go back to the dorms to sleep le. hmms. de dorms is like under a roof de lo. high pillars to support the whole dorm.1 individual dorm i mean.den 2/1,2/4,2/8 girls sleep together.a lil cramp. but tt night i so energectic! hahas. so i was like crapping ard n kristy kana woke up by me everytime she close her eyes n try to sleep.haha. i was like tapping her n say KRISTY WAKE UP WAKE UP!! hahas.den we count the sheeps aloud!me n kristy kinda noisy!ha.den kristy tell me to shudup.=pbut tt night i really cannot sleep lo. so hot mans!! hot hot hot.the whole night i feel as if i was awake n i onli maanged to doze off at ard 4am+.omgs. n tt is onli when it begins to cool down.hmm.the dorm got no beds de lo. like a small ''attap house'' den everyone jus put the sleeping bags on the wooden flloor.alot of mosquito too!!ha.imah told me it was a starry night.
DAY2: hmms.rise n shine at 6.30 am! hahas. start of day 2! hmms. den unwillingly we get up n wash up lo. hehe.went to brush teeth with kristy n imah. kristy always get ''bullied'' by me.=pp.hahas. like when she look in mirror i always go block her n stuffs.hehehe!den wash up le went for breakfastden our grp went to do HIGH ELEMENTS!! hehe.fun mans. starting we do the caterpillar thingy de.haha. i be the support de!haha. to guide ppl de lo.where to step n stuffs. ha. in fact i was more like noisy.hahas.den when my turn to try rights, 1st time i cannot ha.den i try 2nd time i climb like miracle!!! hahaa. didnt thought i could climb tt HIGH!! hahas. omgs. i shocked lo.but it was fun n not scary!ha.like rockwall like tt.fun fun !!hehe.everybody cheered for one another lo.de sun was blazing like siao.den we go the crossing the high log de.got a log hang on top rights,kinda high den we need to climb up n cross de log n climb down again.hahas.den hor. i climb right.den need to walk the log tt time v scary lo!!den i was like walking v slolwy n trembling bahs. ha. before i climb jessie say i couldnt make it de lo. but i did.hehe.den we all cheer cheer cheer den some went to other sections which were more scary n i not as much of us play them lo.too scary le.den had lunch n went back to rock climbing but when like 3 or 4 of them climb then it started to rain le den cannot continue lo. so we return the harness n helmets n went undeer a shelter under a dorm.hehe.den we like waiting for a while for the rain to stop but it get bigger n we all ran back to our dorms to get out towels we had been hanging outside de lo.ha.super fun!cos the rain is real big n we jus like ran in the rain lo. v v v v vshoik. i like this kind of rain to be drenched in!!!hehe. v shoik.we go dorm n walk back n go back n walk back.ha.shoik lo. head to toe everywhere we were wet.hahas.den everyone were v high lo.ha.de wind blow n it was sosososo cooll!! hehee.v fun. i simply love being drenched.hehe.den hor.our grp bomb bendelock the dey nv bomb us back den we boo at them.hahas.=pp.hmm.den we ourselves cheer our grp cheers .have initiative LEIS! haha.hmm.den adrian brief us abt the nature rumble activity which we will be doing next despite the rain.hehe. hmm.den we set off! hehe.out of the camp den we all jogged to de forest there.ha.den hor. we had to start walking through the forest le rights,de moment i put my leg onto the soil,i was like screaming like siao lo.haha.ask jiahui or jessie or anyone in de grp bahs. i think they can hear. cos like every step i walk i was like shouting n screaming cos the road was so difficult to walk. it is not tt kind make paths for us to walk de. it is really through the forests lo. grass n mud!ha. den we all stepped into muddy puddles .omgs. it was v freaky lo.forest lei. wild animals also have de lo.hahas. i think de whole journey i onli managed to not shout for less den 5 mins.hahas. i really cannot control lo. hehe.not i wan to shout de.hehe.den we reach de mangrove swamp rights, omgs v disgusting!! water all warm warm de n smelly! den de mud underneath can suck in our legs de lo!den we mus like pull our legs out of there.hah.fun!!den we walk through the dense forest n it was so rocky!den we reached the mud pool.omg...!!!!!!! the mud is grey colour de lei.super duper smelly!!haha. n vv vvvvv sticky.ha.yeewee's shoe got stucked inside n he managed to dig it out.hahas.omgs. yee wee arhs!hahas.den dey push him n he fell right in the mud.omg. everywhere on him.mud!hahas. v difficult to walk lo. mus pull ur leg really hard .sometimes i pull my feet still cannot move out of it lo.gees!den out of the pool,deere was a like kinda rocky slope.den hors.we helped one another up.but i v pai sey lo. cos rights.our SL chun yang.duno how to spell la. he put out his hand to help us up rights.cos he ask mi to get up mahs.so i took his hand den hor i think I TOO EXCITED, hahas.den hor i wan go up tt time i pull his arm very hard haha.den he like almost fell down too lo.haha.den he shocked n he say slowly slowly.haha.omg.lucky he didnt fell.ha.den i faster get up le lo. hahas.i'm sry! haha. i jus too excited le.hahas.den we all muddy muddy all over went back lo.hehe.cheering jogging stopping n walking.haha.fun!den we all wash up near the kayaking place den i jiahui jessie threw away our shoes lo.cos its like beyong cure le.vv dirty!!hahas.den went to shower n de 3 of us talk crap while bathing lo.haha.hmm.den shower okie le smell nice le!!clean n fresh!hahas. den we went to have dinner.hurry hurry eating n went to meet our grp to discuss abt out performance during camp fire de.its abit like last min work lo.so v messy bahs. so den we had to go for camp fire den rights everybody carry de bench n put at the open space near the dorms de.hehe.denwe all cheer cheer.siao siao.same same lo.hehe.den during our perfromance rights,we all abit lost lo.ha.lucky ruben came to our recuse!! haha.he danced in front of the audience n everyone were like pheww!! hahas. n we sang twinkle twinkle little star with diff lyrics de. hehe.den yao qing!another SL.haha. cos he sit in front of me mahs. de bench den i bored so i start blowing his hair den he keep turning ard n start making me back too.ha. den he keep sayin gi got big head lo. den once shawnald tell us the cloud above looked like fish bone.den i laugh at yao qing n say ''A!!! LOOK LIKE U LEI!!HAHAHA!''haha.den he fake smile back den jiahui jessie n SL laugh at me lo. ha.den i say nvm,later den i get back at him.ha.but he always make me!! den i thought of smth!!cos i notice tt yaoqing like scared we scream till super loud mahs.so when everyone cheer rights, i purposely start sscreaming n cheering super loud lo!!den i go n shake him front n back n like go mess his hair n scream at the same time.hahahaa.happy lei me!! haha.cos i managed to get him back.hahahaa.=pp.den after we keep teasing each other back lo. n he always seems to be winning!! not fair.hahas. den after camp fire we wash up n kristy imah ger minyi audrey jiahui jessie went to canteen n talk for a while lo.untill a big bee landed on minyi n i started to shriek den minyi hahaa.n it was so funny lo. minyi got shocked hahaha.den she look like she wanna cry le.haha.den she say she mus go wash her hair le.becos of tt bee.den we went back to sleep lo.ha.tonight somehow able to sleep better den day 1. hee. but a lot a lot mosquito bites.everyone also lo.
day 3: after breakfast, we all need to do area cleaning den our grp is wash toilet.someone de girls toielt we wash is de super dirty de lo.den when we pick the things up it was so smelly n everyone dared not breathe.hahas.den rights we pour de big backets of water n start washing lo.haha.i feel so accomplished!!! hahaha. we all were like v hardworking okie!hahas.den some of the boys like yao qing,lucas n chun yang n brian de instructor also come n help us.hehe.thank u!so after tt we do some so call surveys photo takings den went back le lo. hehe.i like mizi aidil n fairul! dey r so commedy!! hehee
Thursday, October 20, 2005,
♥ 7:32 PM
hmms. wad should i say. today our guys had their interclass soccer. hmms. they lost by penalty 4-5.but guys. no matter how naggy u all find me. i still wan say tt u all already tried ur best le ks. de full tiem match u all were like so brillant le. ha.i repeat alot times le wor! to us, u all is the best. to us. u all are the no.1s. yups. there is no doubt to it kks. hehe.hmms. this time u all lose this match le nvm ks. becos wad matters doesnt really lies in de wining.wad matters is the effort, teamwork,bonding u all get in return.understand? hmms. u all might feel like it is abit wasted. but think again.it isnt. the experiences u all gain from wins n loses is surely very helpful de. hmms. wad matters is u all had worked well as a team n me, us,2/4 had feel v v v proud of u ppl le. okies? ONCE AGAIN! as long as u all have done ur best n tired le! u all already win le wors! alrights guys?! hee. cheer up arhs. i think i'll stop here, or not aidil coming after me le.melvin will start asking me to shudup?!?! hahas.but nevertheless, rmb, 2/4 is the one n only best team,in our hearts. *winks+claps+cheerings*n we girls, me,kristy,audrey,minyi,chongying,ke yun,ger,jac, had girls captains' ball with 2/3,2/7,2/8 girls. hehe. hmms. it was kinda enjoyable. ha. a tough match with 2/3 but we won . hmms.2/8 beat us and i thought we should have won 2/7 lo. i guess is the record de nv hear us bahs.cos alot of their goals not counted le. but since its onli a game we all decided to jus forget abt it lo.ha.anyways.congrats to 2/8!!!hahs.hmm.omgs. n i scrape my knees mans. n i got hit by de ball n almost nao zhen dang(brain demage), n once i almost trip yixin.sry!! ha. both almost fell n the ball hit my cheeks while i try to catch n my jia ya almost drop! haha.''fake teeth'' i mean. hmms.but everyone girls was still okie la. we all keep saying friendly matches n 2/4 n2/8 girls we were like shaking hands with everyone. hahas. cool.
duhs.wad else can i say. wad else am i suppose to say? i hate it when things go beyond my control. but wad can i do. i can onli see it happen n let it past. wad should i say? wad should i do. i'm sick n tired of having to pretend at times. y cant i jus say it out? i guess. i'm disliking u more n more day by day.-sighs-.all the things u say. u jus dun noe wad it can really cause and the actions u do jus nv go through ur big brian. dun act. dun say sry when things cannot change le. dun say sry sry when onli things r done . i wan to show it. i wan to. but in de end, the fact will be changed. i will be the ''murderer'' and u r the ''reporter''.i hate it. i really hate it. i wonder jus wad r u thinking and which is the real u. tell me truefully. in ur heart. i'm merely smth else. i tell myself its okie. but the things u do. u really dun spare a thought for others.dun say u dunno when u didnt try. sighs.wad r years meant to be when it doesnt bond people together. stupids.
n u, i miss u no more. kan kai le. actually finding u is like seeing a cloud past through my sky. sooner or later it will also flow away de. the more i try to catch u, the more will u try to escape n in the end everything will disappear. so before i make this mistake, i should let go of everything n let u fly. anyway. u didnt belong to me in the 1st place.anyway, life has been as usual with or without u. i suppose. with u or not doesnt make a diff. i. should cherish my now. n not thinking of bitting more den i can chew. in case i come to regret someday n things cant be undone. so finally decision.take it nth has happen. pretend we didnt noe each other. pretend u didnt exist. hahas. i dun feel anything now le. maybe before was merely my wrong instinct bahs.
bell, finally decision, before i regret, i should take a u- turn 1st. in case i cant find any more U-turns if i walk aimlessly further more.=)) our black keychain is out le!!! whee!!
Tuesday, October 18, 2005,
♥ 11:18 PM
WHEE!!2/4!!
2/4!!
2/4!!
U ROCKS!
ha.to those guys who played today's interclass match.
EXCELLENT!
BRAVO!
AMAZING!
like wad aidil had said.
''WE HAVE THE MAGIC IN US''
yeahs!! ahha. interclass was damn exciting today! hahas. n hey hey!! 11- nil i guess?! hehe.guys u r great!!!! haha. n melvin! u v funny lo! haha. rmb i say melvin nice one!! haha. den u show the twist.den we were like so cute!! haha. den u jus tt kind of chey action.haha. but u all really v gd today wors! feel so proud of u all le!! hehehee!!ben's heading nice man. haha! twice somemore! n melvin's,aidil's,mizi's,ben's,alan's and jie ren's last goal!! all goals were like so WOW! hehe!everybody gd job la! our goalkeeper was great too. hehe. EVERYONE PLAYED WELL!
whee. n 2/5 boys, dun be sad bahs. u all tired le wor. cheer ups! hehe. hmm.
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
everytime this rings in my ear. u jus appear in my mind. my eyes. my heart. my thoughts.my illusion. u simply appear everywhere.
its not easy to pretend nth had happen. i'll try burying them.but i'm jus sorry.
Monday, October 17, 2005,
♥ 9:49 PM
thank god. i have no more regrets now tt i've found him.nth else matters.
i wan to scream to the sea.
to let the wind carry my words to him.
i miss u.
nice day with elite! hahas. went for soccer! hee. with bell n those elite members. muahaha. be their coach n manager(bell)so fun sia. can torture them verberlly!! hahas. bell!! DO DO DO DO DO! HAHAS. we wanted to tell chieh suan n jie ren tt n becos i jus keep laughing we took almost an hour to tell them jus tt 5 dos. hahas. omgs. i cannot control. hahas. n the chieh suan shen mo shen mo v funny. ha.when bell didnt give him his drink. hahas.yupps. melvin n jun xiang bang sehh!!!!!! hahas. nvms. n. u wan see jus see la. y do diao us! we nv diao u lo. is u 1st de. hahas. nvms. i dun wan to fight over this. but u're real childish. ha. bell agree? yeahs lo. so elite was like. whenever i n bell with elite is v relaxing de. hahas. my probs. jus disappear. into the thin air.the moment i leave elite. i feel like i'm another person.i doubt me n bell can survive without elite bahs. hee. thanks bell for ya lemon tea! its my treat next time! n ur lollipops! hahas.
Sunday, October 16, 2005,
♥ 9:28 PM
i found u. finally. i found u. i found u. i was right. someday somehow someways. as long as i;ve found u. wad u r. wad u've become. nth else matters. none of it matters. i saw u. u grow up le. i really miss the times we had. even if its onli some events. i still remember them clearly. do u? maybe not bahs. but wadeva it is. i really miss u. i really miss u alot. how have u been? great mahs? i miss u very much.the lost guy.
thank god. i dunno wad else to say le. but thank u so much. nth else matters now tt i found u.
bell, wo bu hui hou hui de. no regrets. i promise.
Friday, October 07, 2005,
♥ 11:44 PM
fly.fly up high
and away.
tts all i really ask for.
can u give it to me?
can u lend me a pair of wings?
can u make me one?
all i wan. is to fly and never come back.
shi jie shi xu wei de. fake world tt means.
ppl onli think for themselves.
they think on the surface and live on the skin.
y dun they stop their pace.
and look wads within.
why do some ppl always take things for granted
and take thing's presence a -should-be.
can u tell me?
i told bell its a black n white world.
bell say its a world with no colours.
why r there colours?
black n white or empty.
does it really matter to other ppl?
does it really matter to them?
no. becos dey cant be bothered to.
ppl. r realistic creatures.
ugly. monsterous beings.
i dun understand.
the world still spins.
the time still pass.
how long will it take for one to wake
enternity?
or never.
heaven
its the onli place
without sadness,
sepration
heartaches.
heaven.
enlighten me.
all i wan is to fly away
snow's c.
close ur mouth and listen around u.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005,
♥ 6:56 PM
whees~haha. fun day. hmm. lit paper was still okies. hands almost drop of bahs. gees. hmm. den hor. funny is during waiting for our girls turn the spa! haha. science test lo. cos rights. ha. we a lil noisy la. but hors!! i still rmb jackie's and farhanah's MOLE!! haha.a can u believe it lo. dey use the black marker n pen to draw it on their FACE!! hahaa.. vvvv funnyy!!!! vv cutess!! den hor. got a part rights. kristy was like holding the curtains mahs, den she open n close. open n clsoe. hahaha. de third time!! the curtain opened!! haha. n it was a staff!! haha. v scary! cos we thought it will be mizi mahs. den curtain suddenly open itself n there stood a face. hahaha. v funny! de expression. hahaha. n jessie almsot said hi lo! vvv funny !! haha. den we were like '''oh!'' hahaha. n laugh laugh laugh. gees! spa was kinda a breeze! hehe.
N KRISTY BUMP INTO SOMEONE! haha. omgs.!
che di de fang qi!!!
no more qian guas
no more.
ur smile is really nice.
sealed my heart and sent it for a holiday.currently heartless