LiL SNOWMAN
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27th March 91
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Sunday, July 31, 2005,
♥ 9:03 PM
whee~went to imm today for family photo taking.
n so. everyone ,father's side relatives went lo. everyone.hehe.so lively n crowded!
grandma was de main attraction!hahas.
fun lo. took a big family de den follow by single fams.fun.hehe
nice lo. 1st time take mahs. hahahs.den went to a restaurant for lunch n dim sum.yummyss.hehe.den went home le lo. tired n slept for 3 hs.
nice dayy.
i hate dnt.
Thursday, July 28, 2005,
♥ 7:32 PM
wad done cannot be undone lo. no matter wad yer do maybe somethings r jus so broken n they cant be fixed back. once fell, we'll begin to learn about someone,somethings,somehow. why say sry when wad done cannot be undone. seriously. i feel nth le. wadeva u see? becos i'm jus too sick n tired of such stuffs. to me,maybe it isnt a big deal. anyway. everything has an ending soooner or later de. so maybe even if this ends earlier it doesnt matter too bahs.hahs. at least u're still here. de onli support in my life.
♥ 6:29 PM
WHEEE~noe smth? hahas, u just make my dayy complete. hees!! jus cant stop smiling=DdD! sha lalalalala. haha.de moment u talk to me, everything is jus in its place,so perfect.whee~
u make mi forget the unhappiness,n u became the happy in me.if onli time can freeze den, i will have no regretss.u light up my life, u're everything.
i love u.=)
Wednesday, July 27, 2005,
♥ 10:54 PM
arh. hmm. okies. i see. i get it. n ya.so yupx. fake faces all ard. duhh. stupid. i sometimes really cant stand it. ar. wadeva. i mean.wads this lo. seriously. say i am a slow reacter. becos. i sry. i cant turn myself so fast n adapt de sudden change to n fro of urs. i mean. u make mi feel tt way of u. den all of a sudden u're trying to change tt feeling out of nowhere. is like how de hell am i going to change tt sudden along wif u? please. i hate it. i mean. cant u see? cant u see y r things like this? cant u see the problems? y r u acting as if nth is happening. y r u trying to close one eye n pretending tt everything is okie when its not? i cant stand it.seriously.every look i take at u, i knew i was merely looking through an empty face. i'm so tired of it. i knew it. evrything at the beginning was fake. hahs. no surprise le bahs. n u're so de...duh. y r u treatng us like ur refugee shelter? n leaving us as if we nv met before. wake up can u. u're not feeling right from the bottom of ur heart lo. i feel lik asking,talking,but sry,i'm mentally too tired to. i dun noe wad to say n wad i can say. so maybe i should jus shut up n save myself from explanations.i kinda really dislike the u now lo.
den u also.please. y u do such things wont feel guilty de? i mean. u an xin arhs? dun repeat it. or i promise i might jus tell them. u always cover up ur mistakes.
dun think u understand when u dont. backoff.please.
nth is real in this world, dun be naive to think there is.
this world is too realistic.
everyone is living in a -one me-one-earth- concept.
everything is jus so sickening.
Monday, July 25, 2005,
♥ 10:16 PM
oh man... seriously u're sometimes kinda irritating. i cant stop thinkin tt,but sry,u really r. i mean is like so un-natural lo. urghh!!! i jus cant stand tt feeling. god. save me man. may this year ends soon.forget it bahs. i only like him.sry .but its true.
Saturday, July 23, 2005,
♥ 12:03 PM
went to see ndp preview today!! hehe.mdm rosna said we dun need to go n help out mahs.haha.so went to de preview wif ger,jessie,kristy,jac n harni,farhanah.hee.fun lo! mrt we laugh til siao.haha.fun. n ahdam,de boyboy sitting beside me is so cute.haha.although he seems to be gripping my hand when he's excited n biting my shirt?haha.tt was onli once,but he's cute lo.his smile is v. sunshine.hahas. n den. had fun with jessie dey all lo.haha.de 7 of us went chaotic bah.haha. i saw de army battle ships n tanks n stuff.haha.damn cool lo！ n when i saw de marching teams i feel like going for national service next time!!hahaha. n den, we were sitting rite at the front row mahs.so its kinda clear seeing our sch putting up de performace! hahas. i saw benjy n mu xing!! ahaha.dey do the wave thing.so de cute!!! hahahaha.benjamin shocked tt we were like waving n screaming like siao lo.ghhaha.everyone was out of their minds there.hahaha.damn fun!! hehe! den de grand finale , we sing till voice breaks man.fun lo.haha.excellent performance by cck ppl!! u ppl rocks man.hahasFriday, July 22, 2005,
♥ 8:57 PM
greg, thannkk uu soo muchh. thankk uu for listening. thankk uu.=))no matter how hard it gets, i'll keep u deep inside my heart, even if it take years to be discovered, it shall remains there forever.i'm sorry for the past. it might be hard to forget. i noe. but i dun ask for so much. i onli wan u to be happy n noe tt i'm always here for u. its more than enough.
If only u noe. how much i love uu.
Thursday, July 21, 2005,
♥ 10:36 PM
i dont wanna let u go. but do i have a choice?♥ 10:34 PM
nice day bahs.ha.untill it was de maths thingy.no point lo i find. WADEVA.her pillars of life, cant live without：
fairul!!
imah!!
jessiee!!
kristy!!
ger!!
mizi!!
aidil!!
farharnah!!
jaq!
harni!
melvin!
jieren!thanks for helping me take!hee!
minyi!
ben chua!
timothy!!
wenjie! for helping us during the maths thingy ques!
they rule my world.nth takes them away.
haha.ben chua!! no offence!! but i dreamt u were dressing like a girl yesterday!!hahaha!! the high heels shoes were leather one man!!hhhaa.extreemee high.n is like.haha.well.u noe okie.haha.told u in class le.=))
n den.oh.i dreamt i was with my sis.n there was this gate. something like time de. dunno need to do wad.den u mus hurry to de gate n u mus enter the gate before it closes or u cant go to the past. n my sis n i almost miss it.we slide in.jus in time. haha.i was thinking.maybe naively? maybe the dream refer to smth!! hahas. once gone.it wont come back.so i needa cherish before i regret again.jus lik the door i dreamt.my sis n i almost miss it. we were lucky. jus lik tt. if we dun cherish again,we might jus lose the chance.awww.hais.okie.hahas.hmm。
i dreamt of u=)) wasnt clear.cant really rmb.ha.at least i did=))
Wednesday, July 20, 2005,
♥ 6:57 PM
hmm.okie day.hahs.kinda nice. hmm.went hay-wire wif jessie during co time.hahas.she makes me rmb a song call ''duo mei li de mei gui hua.duo mei li de mei gua hua.wo zhi neng zhe yang shen shen de ai zhe ta!''ghaha.jus becos she asked mi wad other flower can draw for art.den i jus couldnt stop singing tt 3 setnece.hahaha.so cute the little rose! hahas.i miss u.=))
Tuesday, July 19, 2005,
♥ 9:51 PM
wad a dull day.went for south wales thingy.bored.kinda diff.anyway its over.so big deall.forget it man.
n i thought everything was going to be okie.but it wasnt.ugh.stupid.say wadeva bahs.i'm sensitive.i'm idoitic.wadeva u spell tt.or i'm sickening.wadeva bahs.use to it le lo.so use to it tt i dun even need to react towards them.becos a dead heart shall nv beat again.ha.stupid.
emotionless.living on the surface.dead within.
n den. Hey.so i see! u lik tt de wors.hAha.surprisingly Lei.wah sey.not bad.can go drama.i didnt do AnythiNg to u hor.so rmb.u did this 1st.i dun give a shit.its always lik this.so y should i care anymore.
whenever u shoot us with ur '-no -feeling-' bullets.
living under ur shadow.
seriously,if it wasnt u.if it wasnt u're on earth,if it wasnt u i've met. life means nth to me.if it wasnt for u.i dun mind jus dying the next moment.becos of u,i live on.becos life has nth else to hold on to.to rmb.except u. death isnt a big deal.we do die one day.so.ya.shall we all die together?ha.
living on the surface,dead within.
silence.heart dead.
Monday, July 18, 2005,
♥ 10:31 PM
hmm.feeling wif a emotionless heart.i mean hey.u dun so sensitive can. i wasnt GOING AGAINST U.is like excuse me.y should i. n den.hey.i dun even have the right to express my thoughts arhs. is like hey.i merely speak wad i was thinking.i wasnt insulting u in any way kz.if u think i am.or rather.wadeva. go ahead.hate me.announce to de whole world u hate me. i tell u.wads de big deal.i dun give a bloody damn. y issit u're always playing de good guy n tt i'm de bad? is like.canu stop imagin things urself.is like i nth better to do den go against u arhs.i am NOT.N I DIDNT.GET THIS CLEAR.dun jump to conclusions urself.y issit u're always making urself so prefect.get away man. i dun give a bloody hell if u hate me or not.if u hate me.go ahead.kill mi.push mi off a buiding.or knock me down. this life wif u in simply shucks.wad done cannot be undone. y didnt i noe how to cherish.
i regret.
i really regret
loads n loads
nth can ever be re-winded.
if onli we can go back.
ha.
impossible.
its okie,
as long as u're happy
i am.
Sunday, July 17, 2005,
♥ 6:44 PM
excellent day!haha.nice nice nice.simple nice.!hees.went to old folks home at bukit batok there de wif bell!haha.dad drove us dere! mum n sis went too.den my 3 aunts were there too.hahaa.grandparents too.hee!! den we were getting ready to go up stage lo.ha.den faster prac.then when our time its like so funny lo.but fun! cos the music sort of block our voices so we not scared zao sia.or wadeva.haha.out of tune u call tt.hahaha.then de old ppl were like happy happy.dey happy,we happy.hahaa.hee!! den rite.onli i n bell r the v.v.v enthu ppl lo.we were like clapping the loudest and like wowing loud loud.hahaha.den de old folks near us look at us.haha.but they all v.friendly lo.dey will say hi to u n reply u when u say hi or bye to dem de.haha.den we also help to give out the food.hees!fun!den i rmb 1 old man v.clearly!haha.cos when other ppl sing den he also went up stage mah.hha.den he dance hmself.damn cute lo!!! hahaha.so cute.super cute!! hahaha.den me n bell were like clapping n screaming for him.hee! den when he blow de hermoni or wadeva u call kou qin tt thingy ritex.its nice lo!! bell n i were lik thinking bat he young tt time blow for girlfriend.hahaha.v.nice! den we clap extreme loud.but rite.cos most of the audience is like old ppl mahs.den is like atmosphere not so high.haha.they merely jus watched lo.hehs.nvm la. hope dey enjoy it though.but tt old folks home kinda okie de la.we onli think like maybe weekdays it will be damn boring there lo.enclosed? yeah.sighs.old ppl simply rox.
n them i n bell went to heeren.haha.a long bus journey man.den finally reach le n we went for mache!!! haha.issit spelled tt way.hehs.wadeva la.onlo noe dey use cows as their logos!haha.coooll!! den rite.ehs.we ordered a pizza n the crepze.haha.or wadeva.all cheese de! nice!yummy!haha.den when we wanna leave tt time,bell stood up n de chair like dunnoe wad happen den she gave out a sound which is jus so damn funy lo.haha.cannot stop laughing.hee!den we went walk walk.take neoprints.funn!! haha.eh. saw a cap! nice lei.but like a bit weird?haha.lik no size also.so nv buy lo.bought a shirt.ehs.den went walk walk le went to taka.haha.bought lemonade.yums.haha.saw de bus approaching den we rush like siao.poor traffic lgihts.hees! den took bus 700 home.play like siao.hahaha.bell's saliva is everywhere man.ha.den saw this baby boy.soo cute! haha.den smiled at both of us.haha.bell say he winked at her!haha.cute little boy man!hahas
this world is full of fake faces.
Saturday, July 16, 2005,
♥ 12:06 AM
simply a wonderful day.hmm.went to padang wif ndp de.fun lo.hmmm.haha.i n jessie were like siao all day long.haha.we were like fools!but funny de!! hahas.got 1 part is when we need to bring 2 grabage bag full of waterbottle to fill mahs,den is like got one got hole lo.big oneS!haha.den everything drop n we r lik''oh o!''hahaha.den faster pick up.haha.got some full wif water still wan us re-fill man.haiyo.so we put back some.haha.den faster come back again n drag the bags to re-fill.ddamn funny.den fairul n melvin they all damn cute lo!hahaha.timothy jieren also!hahas.all put make up.so cute lei!! hahas. den tt an tu na.haha.spoil mood de.but overall still nice.hees.hmm.dunnoe lei.although we werent doing much,its like fun!haha.n i jessie were like bonkers.n i feel sad for an ant. it died.precillia kill it de lo.hit it wif her shoe.ask her dun but too late le.liew.1 life down.1 lesser ant.imagne the family is waiting for it to go home.but it jus died.sad case.i n jessie were still like playing wif de ant.as in watch it,haha,say hi n bye to it n blow it.n it will come back again.damn sad case.i love tt ant.although its big n disguting.i love it.for who it is.den!!hahaha!! we went wif mrs low mahs.den we went to de audicnence standm,which means!! we saw everything abt the act1!! it was jus so damn touching!the whole act put up by our sch! omg! i see liaos cannot stop screaming.haha.too high den also cannot control le.hahas.nice lo!! so touching lei!! hey peeps! u all did a excellent job man!!hahas.nice.maybe somethings werent jus meant to be.i dunnoe.but its like.y is this hapening now. i mean.if onli it had happen earlier.den i wont give myself hope.or rather.forget it.becos i onli have myself to blame.its smth i regret.but tts all i can do.regret.becos things done cant be undone.promise me u will be v.blessed.if onli u noe.how much i.silent awaits.
Thursday, July 14, 2005,
♥ 9:54 PM
HMM.dayy was okie.some parts arent so gd bahs.everyone has a limit to their patience.so dun go overboard.noe where u should stand.dun make it as if it hasnt happen when it has.dun make it as if everything is jus fine everytime u jus stare.backoff.sians.GREG!!! THANKK UUUU SOOO MUCHHH FOORRR THEEE KEVVINNN KEERRRNNN SUNDIAL DREAMMMSS!!!! THANK UUUU SO MUCHHHYYY!! I WAS LOOKING FOR ITTT!! HAHAHA!THANKSS!!
another boring day.
ppl always dunnoe how to treasure.becos they took things for granted.
ppl onli come to u when they need help.noe wad.u're a 2-sided.hmmm.freak?yeah.fake freako.
i shant care.becos i dun give a bloddy hell damn.so SHUT THE HELL UP.hmm.thanks
fake smiles.hiding daggers.HA-HA-HA.
''BEWARE''
Tuesday, July 12, 2005,
♥ 10:12 PM
simply sick n tired.really i am.so so so sick n tired. life is so shucks. i just dont understand. y is de world so ugly? it wasnt untill it's in human's hands. its ugly.black n white.yhucks. becos ppl always think for themseleves.i dun understand.dey nv noe how to think.u might say me anyway.ya.right.i dun deny.tts y.its so stupid.i mean wad u see is simply its ugliness.so.wads de big deal.wow! earth is a beautiful place. its like''ya ya,wadeva,'' its like u merely see its outside. everyone on earth shucks.shucks like hell. sick n tired of life. whenever ppl onli care for themseleves.so we call ourseleves humans den? we actually belonged to the amphibians grp i suppose.changing according to de enviroment.1 word.REALISTIC. THIS world is so reaslistic. its jus zooming like shit n i'm suffocating under every word. insults,scoldings,hatre.arent u sick n tired of them too?1 sentence.
dont simply envy the colour u see, take a nearer look and understand the portrait.
by
snowman.
lastly,i understand no ones perfect.theres nth more to explain.its merely wad i think it is.so ppl.stop telling me'' cos nobody is perfect''.its an EXCUSE.GOT IT?wadeva.
everybody,please listen to de silence and SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!
BACK OFFFFFF!!!!
Monday, July 11, 2005,
♥ 9:49 PM
hmm.nice rain.nice day.nice cooling feeling.nice walk.hmm.after digital art today,which was kinda fun,i,jessie,kristy,imah,ger walked in de rain out of sch!haha.despite de rain i still went to buy ice cream.damn nice feeling.cos is like ur hands r cold,ur mouth is,everywhere also cold la.damn nice.under de aircon in de bus.its jus shoik lo.hehes.den went back wif imah.walked frm bt.panjang lrt back.hehe.nice.had a v.hearty chat.hehes.we were taking our own sweet time.n we saw a yuckie earthworm.its body like omg.all worn out.eeeekkk.okies.anyway.imah,i feel much better after talking to u n stuffs wors.hehe.thanks for the great advices.will rmb de!hhee.
hmmx.someday.somehow.somewhere,i will let u noe.someday when i'm ready.smiles for u.=))
I love imah!
Sunday, July 10, 2005,
♥ 10:35 PM
hahah.nice day.yesterday was fun!haha.wif ah bell!heeS! she cant to my house n we were looking for a song to dance for de old folks de.but then in de end we decide to have song lo.sing instead.cos dance a lil ma fan n time consuming.haha.old mouse loves big rice!haha.cool!! haha.she damn funny man!hahaha.bell!! rmb u r old mouse n i'm big rice!!hahahah!=D.n den we went to greenridge plaza n eat kfc.hahaha.she kept laughing like siao lo.mus be abt me rite!!hahaha.anyway.ah bell! u gave mi so many laughters wors! love u loads!haha.hmmx.den she wanna spit ice at me!!hahah.pain man!haha.den i no ice.but nv tell her.so wanted to shoot her coke back.hahaha.den she surrender!!haha.muahahaha.!hees.cool!haha.den in de toilet i hold onto her door dun let her close n open.ahahha.funny lo! den we went to de playgrd n sing out loud for practise.haha.its always like tt when i'm with her! we always do big big weird weird things!! hahaha! its damn fun lo. can say she's de onli one who dare to go crazy wif me de!!hahah! simply love her! den we went to 7-eleven again! our chaotic place!! haha.each of us bought 2 softee!haha.thanks bell for treating me! next time its my treat for u! hahah! den we r like challenging ourselevs to eat two at a time n using 2 forcks!haha.den ritex.untill de canal there,we decide to feed each other.haha.n we did.den once,haha!ah bell ate when i feed her,den i bite onto de sppoon she feeding me.we feed each other at same time mahs,haha.den she bite halfway den she laugh n spit de ice cream in her mouth out!hjahah!! den i kana it lo!!hahaha.omg!! hahaha.v funny den we were like bursting into laughters!! hahaha.omg omg.hahaha.n we were like looking at the mark where she burst out.hahahaha.eek eekS!! haha.nvm nvm.haha.i told her le mahs.her saliva is mine!! hahaaha! taooo yannn! hees. ah bell! thanks for making my day a wonderful one. i love ya! hees!!today went to bugis wif dad n mum n two sis! hahaha!! so fun! sis bought a swatch watch! hees! nice nice.i bought a converse thingy for..hahaha.yeah.cool.
i love micky mouse!!
Friday, July 08, 2005,
♥ 9:21 PM
nice dayy.hahehs.PE was fun.fun time playing wif the 2/5s girls.haha.nice game.seriously much more fun than playing captains ball wif my own class de girls. no fairplay.2/5s game wif them is more fun.everyone fairplay.clear mind man.yeah.right.this is how i feel bahs.haha.shoik.u backoff man.U.ha.but my knee n farhanah's knocked into each other n dere was a v.v.v.v.vX 50 sharp pain.tt particular moment its jus damn pain lo.untill like cannot stand straight n leg is limping its way.ha.lucky 5 mins later pain fades away le.much better.hee.but fun lei!!the teacher kinda pro.hehs.early recess! so shoik!
haha.imah,ger,kristy,jessie n i talked abt ghosty things.haha.de topic we always like talking bout.but later all our hairs stand up le n shivers went jus running through me.hee.den in class room,we talked abt it wif mizi n aidil.haha.mizi is always so cute.hahaha.so interesting man.
haha.almost half Of co tried to pon co today.haha.in de end didnt.
hey.jus which side is de fact of urs?.haha.say ppl say myself.in front of u. perphAps i'm isnt the real me in my real thoughts before u.becos have u heard before once bitten twice as shy? a broken vase will always have de cracks no matter how u try to mend it.wad happen cant be ignore.becos U hurt n disappointed me so deeply tt once.i've learnt my lesson.haha.Do u noe? ha. forget it bahs. i dun think u do anways.but hey.y should i get this from u. cold n hot as and when u like.get this clear.i'm not uR puppet n u're not mine.its jus a mattEr of time when u're do the same thing again.becos ur mask is too thick.too deep to be taken down.can u be more desicive den.stop this torture.i simplY cant forget it.i dun like it either.really.i dun mean anything abt this.but its simply how i feel bahs.really.i looked at u.i listened to ur words. i see ur actions.ur expressions. HA.ARE THEY REALL? ARE THEY REALLY UR TRUTH?r they coming right frm ur heart?onli u noe.
Thursday, July 07, 2005,
♥ 9:17 PM
OMG OMG!! THIS IS SIMPLY ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I HAD WIF MY DEARIES!hahaha! today after de south wales thingy. i n imah went home wif fairul,ben chua,timothy,alan,mizi,aidiln muxing! hahaa. damn fun!! we walked under de void deck.den aidil!! go take de dead cockroach n go scare imah! hahah.imah was screaming like siao! haha.i was like thinking i better shut my mouth in case dey come n make mi.haha.n den tt benjy lo! tell them make mi.hhahaa.lucky when timothy come n make mi n imah.de dead cockroach droped n he didnt noe! haha! i saw it dropped! den when he hold it up.think is left onli de feelers.one word.YUCKS!! hahaha.lucky lucky.phew! haha.den we went to de playgrd! haha! soso fun!! it is!! haha.dey play blind mice! at 1st me n imah just watched! haha.den fairul asked us to join them.so we did! haha.but merely laughed along wif them.haha.omg.dey like noe everystep of the playgrd lo.haha.n mizi cheated!! he opened his eyes de!hhaa! den got once ritex. wen jie is de blind mice mahs. den imah decided tt all of us pang sey him.so when he closed his eyes,we faster go grab our bags n imah was like counting out loud so tt wen jie dun suspect.!hahah! den ritex! we were like can sneak out liaos but wenjie like suddenly sense it n he opened his eyes.haha.den we all go behind the playgrd de slides n throw our bags down n pretend to say'' a!!! wenjie!! wah liaos. close ur eyes la.! faster! wah liaos! ''hahaha.thanks to benjy for tt clever act! haha.cos we dun wan wenjie to noe we ps him mahs.hahaha.fun!! it so jus so damn funny!! haha!but wenjie refuses! hahaha.den we cannot do anithing lo.hahaha.den mizi was like walk away mahs.den he come back telling us'' police! police there leix!''hahaha.n dun noe y.all of them started to take their bags n run! hahah!! v.funny! den we all faster follow.cos everyone dunoe y feel scared scared!! hahaha!! at least is mizi run.den fairul! haha.den aidil!haha.den benjy!haha! den imah!den me! n the others!! hahhaa.sososo funny! den we were like''wah liaos! so scared police for wad!!'' hahaha! funny lo! den we all went back by lrt today.
wonderful day.
cant deny it.cant pretend.its all in his hazel eyes.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005,
♥ 10:13 PM
hey. please la. grow up.how old liao ar.still so childish. lyz.please la!!! wake up!!! enough of ur idoitic nonsense.WAKE UP!!!do u noe how sickening u have been? u noe how long i'm living wif ur stupidness.oh shit! u got brains arhs? n EXCUSE ME! WAKE UP! u're jus dislike towards me wad. so aim towards me. ME hor. aiya. shit! i forget. ur eyes cant see can dey? aww.sad case leix.oh ya! i was saying. so keep ur butt to urself.shit! u got butt? oppsie. nvm la. i also dun have mahs. so u n i can stay together! please.grow up. har? trying to make use of other ppl's name n tag wad ''i am a shameless bitch'' hey. come on.i noe u r a bitch. so keep it to urself.not show it in other ppl's blog. i noe u're one too. who doesnt? oh shit hor. u jus admit mahs. well.great! haha.at least u noe u r shameless.becos u said it urself hear clearly hor. is u say urself shameless de. aww.too bad den. today got dig ear not? opps. i saw them on ur face. sad case leix! y dun wan put ur own name dere? oh.no parents issit? tts y no name mahs.aww.too bad. unwanted ehs? shit! noe smth! u can also come down n join me leix. oh ! i forget.u so ''high classy shitty '' how come will join me nerhs? hahas. opps. sad for u.no name.n scold urself shameless. fake! make use of other ppl name. i cry for u arhs! oh no! i told gabrielle le!we savin those crocodile tears for ur funeral.hahaha.somewhere in da future?hees.no probs. inform me hor.GROW UP!!!
G-R-O-W-U-P. GET IT?
u noe who i'm talking abt. so u. kindly fuck off.
very much unappreciated though.
haha.shoik.
♥ 9:00 PM
IF ONLY.if onli i had learnt how to appreciate things in de past
if onli i had noe
i onli i had noe no one can go back.
if onli i had noe how gd someone can be
if onli i had treasure n cherish.
if onli we can turn back time
den i promise.
i will start everything again
n not let de time take away everything.
if onli u noe
IF ONLY...
i'm sorry .i am. but it doesnt makke a difference. does it? its too late to regret now.maybe memories are better den nth.
pizza day at lot1.ger's treat.thanks loads.love de cheese stuff.n de pics we all took.
jus stare...
Monday, July 04, 2005,
♥ 10:00 PM
hmm. jus another common day. happen to think this today. everything is so fake. nth is actually real.happiness is jus a shot of sudden light tt doesnt last. becos at one moment u can be.de other moment u cant anymore. at this moment i'm okie. de next i'm jus as sick of this world n things happening. wad happens 10 years later? hundred?thousand? this world might end off as fast as possible.den everyone can go into a sleep n nv wake. happy ending ehs? for how painful is pain? why r there aches? is dere smth worth for it den? sometimes i feel as if my mind is jus in a blank.sick of life.really,its always de same isnt it? when things dun turn out de way u wan them to.when de world is against u.when nth is right.wads de point man. i rather be de clouds.happy.floating.whever i'm feeling grey i can jus let go of everything n have a great downpour. but in real life. real reality.everyone is hiding their true self.everyone seems to be acting strong.acting brave. in this world.who really is ? in fact. everybody is weak.a smile might be some kind of disguise. i'm sick of these kinds. i mean. imagine.when someone smiled at u,n all u can see is jus its ugliness behind it.nth else.jus plain hidden ugliness. wad yer think den? i mean.everyone is jus so 2-sided. i sick n tired.of those hidden masks.i'm seeing their fake faces.everything is fake.me too. putting on a fake smile in return to dem.dun trust anyone.becos none is real.ha.wad is?♥ 4:42 PM
learnt how to bake cookies without using eggs today! hhaha.but hand needs lots of effort.however.worth it! becos de things to wash is reduced by 3/4! hehe! dunn need wash so many untensil liao! haha. effect is nice! haha.thanks mum!how painful is pain?or... how painful is painful?
Saturday, July 02, 2005,
♥ 8:32 PM
wonderful day.hahas.becos of gabrielleee!! haha.hmm.today she cam eto my house to try out de dance for de old folks home de. den we discuss bout the song ritex. den we decided to go down n buy de vcd.hahaha.den laugh lik siao n went down.turn into more siao! hahaha.we went both de cd sshop but dun have so we went 7-eleven n buy ice-cream! haha.mr softee! haha.den ritex. when i turn de machine. it keeps going n going den cannot stop!! haaha.thanks to belll n de machine managed to stop!hahaha.=ppp! almost over flow le lucky bell faster pull up tt thing! haha.n we were like so loud in de 7-eleven.haha.fun!! we bought one ice cream .thanks belL! for treating!hahaha.omg omg! heesden ritex. we went to greenridge plaza! haha.fun leix! went to see de cd again. haha.but instead when we went in ritex.we went to see ourselve s one den suddenly rmb we were suppose to see de cd.haha.omgomg.! fun lo! den bell say she feel like eating kfc.den me also.haha.so we went in.end up talking in there.hahaa.den suddenly realise is 5.13 lik tt le.big shock man!! cos we're out kidna long le!hahaha.so hurry n went back.but before,we went to 7-elven again!! haha.v fun!!! 1stly ritex. we buy de large surlpy! hahaha.den wanted to pay le ritex. den suddenly saw ppl buy de chandoel mr softee.hahaha.dne decided to buy one each for us too!! hahaa.so we did!! ahhaha.v fun lo. cos now we have de surply n softee in both hands! haha.den we walk all de way to de cannel!hees.den we decided to play mahs. den we walk backwards,haha.eating de ice cream wif both hands while still holding de surlpy.jhahaha.real difficult!! cos is lik the ice cream fly everywhere.hahaha.damn fun!!den so mani ppl like walk past us n looking us like'' hey! r they siao?''hahaha.fun lo!! hahaha.den bell sw someone n run all de way back to de lift!!hahha.v.v.v.funny!! haha.came home watch de cd n find out it wasnt de song we wan.haha.but t nvm.maybe using tt or wad bah.haha.take mani pics !!hahaha.siao le!!
i love bell!!
hees!!
Friday, July 01, 2005,
♥ 7:15 AM
nice day!! hahaa.went insane wif jessie!! hahaa.hmm.co was fun!! play ping pong wif her till real kee siao liaos! hahahajiayou!!
=pp. i like u!! hahahaha=Dd
chew chew chew it well,everything u eat! chew it n chew it n chew it,ur rice n fish n meat!!
hahha.damn damn damn happy now!! wooo hoo!!!hahahahaha=D