LiL SNOWMAN
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27th March 91
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005,
♥ 10:10 PM
sighs.wad do we have today.or maybe.jus me.sigh~sighs~sighed.hmmx.went to sch.struggling wif my cello.its jus so heavy.pe was still ok lors.melvin i innocent leix.den u make mi.ha.but its okie.hmmx.den.eng was normal.a lil bored.maths was so complicated.dun really understand fully wad de teacher's saying or rather explaining.>poof.Oco to me was kinda bad.becos.ok.i have to re type this becos the com siao.hais.hmmx.i feel like i am bursting...to become jus thin air.which will be a present den.i have to re type evrything again.was saying tt.i am like so stress nowadays lo.syf coming le but i totally have no confidence in myself.i mean.i dun wan to get selected de.or rather.its okie wif mi.i dun think i should be selected even lo.today at co we had to play one by one.n eveery 1 was like looking lo.ok,ya.i noe syf got more audience ritex..ar har so? does it means i am prohibitted by my thoughts of being nervous?i mean is like now it looks like i cant even control my arm.it jus doesnt listen to me.y does it look as if i was playing shit? i mean i am trying my best to keep it down.n ya.okie.its not the best.but i have tried kkz.stares r jus so scary.sick n tired of everything at times.y is everything jammed in a jar? its so tight.i am getting breathless.sometimes i seem to have to put on a mask on my own too.its a mask of a clown.i had to be cheerful n smiling when i am actually not happy.i do this becos.i wan others to like feel tt not everyone in this earth gives up hope easily.becos ppl nowadays seem to give up on life as lightly as wadeva u call tt.i dun noe wads the true me.
can i jus be washed away wif the rain?at the least.melt me away.i am jus too tired to carry on.