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Monday, July 04, 2005,
♥ 10:00 PM
hmm. jus another common day. happen to think this today. everything is so fake. nth is actually real.happiness is jus a shot of sudden light tt doesnt last. becos at one moment u can be.de other moment u cant anymore. at this moment i'm okie. de next i'm jus as sick of this world n things happening. wad happens 10 years later? hundred?thousand? this world might end off as fast as possible.den everyone can go into a sleep n nv wake. happy ending ehs? for how painful is pain? why r there aches? is dere smth worth for it den? sometimes i feel as if my mind is jus in a blank.sick of life.really,its always de same isnt it? when things dun turn out de way u wan them to.when de world is against u.when nth is right.wads de point man. i rather be de clouds.happy.floating.whever i'm feeling grey i can jus let go of everything n have a great downpour. but in real life. real reality.everyone is hiding their true self.everyone seems to be acting strong.acting brave. in this world.who really is ? in fact. everybody is weak.a smile might be some kind of disguise. i'm sick of these kinds. i mean. imagine.when someone smiled at u,n all u can see is jus its ugliness behind it.nth else.jus plain hidden ugliness. wad yer think den? i mean.everyone is jus so 2-sided. i sick n tired.of those hidden masks.i'm seeing their fake faces.everything is fake.me too. putting on a fake smile in return to dem.dun trust anyone.becos none is real.ha.wad is? |