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Wednesday, September 28, 2005,
♥ 6:51 PM
ehs. day still okies. ha. hmms. well.today my maid(kartkart) went back le. cos her contract end le. 3 years mans. long lo. time flies.ha. den like i was wondering if i was gonna to cry lo.cos i feel like abit sour sour thsoe kind of feeling when she leaving le.cos i cannot bear her to leave. she bu de! den i thought i will cry out leis. when we waiting for dad downstairs. ha.den on de way to airport. i hold back hold back. den suddenly i feel empty lo. like no feelings de. no sad le.no more feel like crying liaos. den i was like thinking omgs. i'm so cold blooded mans. hmm. or maybe it should be smth i will be happy abt i didnt not cry bahs.cos ever since this year start i promised to myself hard le tt i will try not to cry n tt i mus control myself . no more tears. but like several times still fail.den slowly slolwy. i think i'm learning to be stronger le bahs. den like now nv cry,does it somehow means i have succeed le nerhs? i wan to be emotionless. yeahs. tts right.told bell. tts the onli way to protect one from getting hurt. so yeahs. i didnt cry today. n i feel a lil kind of proud of myself. since young i always cry den my parents say i am crying bun. but now, I AM A CRYING BUN NO MOREEe!!!!kartkart, take care of urself kks. it had been a pleasure having u with us since 3 years ago. i enjoy all de fun times we had . the jokes de walks etc. thank u so much for bringing my cello half way to sch although it weighed tons. thank u for being there when those yuckie insects are disturbing. thank u for coming to my recuse by catching them. or not i sure die in de insects' hands de!!hmms.thank u for ya treats. thank u for helping me in sch work when i', at a loss too. best wishes in ya future n i hoped u'll have a happy family on ya own. loads loads loads of love, so wee.=))
dad taught me a lessong today. he say tt. everyone is too busy wif oneself. we onli noe tt we ourselves r fortunate n we oversee the more unfortunate ones. we should learn to help those unfortunate ones as much as we can. i replied. yeahs. we r fortuante.we're blessed, so we should share our share of blessing with them. we musnt be selfish as to own happiness ourselves. sharing it with other ppl will be a kind of joy too. learn to appreciate.
on de way to de airport. how i wish i could fly away too. y on earth cant i fly?