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Thursday, October 20, 2005,
♥ 7:32 PM
hmms. wad should i say. today our guys had their interclass soccer. hmms. they lost by penalty 4-5.but guys. no matter how naggy u all find me. i still wan say tt u all already tried ur best le ks. de full tiem match u all were like so brillant le. ha.i repeat alot times le wor! to us, u all is the best. to us. u all are the no.1s. yups. there is no doubt to it kks. hehe.hmms. this time u all lose this match le nvm ks. becos wad matters doesnt really lies in de wining.wad matters is the effort, teamwork,bonding u all get in return.understand? hmms. u all might feel like it is abit wasted. but think again.it isnt. the experiences u all gain from wins n loses is surely very helpful de. hmms. wad matters is u all had worked well as a team n me, us,2/4 had feel v v v proud of u ppl le. okies? ONCE AGAIN! as long as u all have done ur best n tired le! u all already win le wors! alrights guys?! hee. cheer up arhs. i think i'll stop here, or not aidil coming after me le.melvin will start asking me to shudup?!?! hahas.but nevertheless, rmb, 2/4 is the one n only best team,in our hearts. *winks+claps+cheerings*n we girls, me,kristy,audrey,minyi,chongying,ke yun,ger,jac, had girls captains' ball with 2/3,2/7,2/8 girls. hehe. hmms. it was kinda enjoyable. ha. a tough match with 2/3 but we won . hmms.2/8 beat us and i thought we should have won 2/7 lo. i guess is the record de nv hear us bahs.cos alot of their goals not counted le. but since its onli a game we all decided to jus forget abt it lo.ha.anyways.congrats to 2/8!!!hahs.hmm.omgs. n i scrape my knees mans. n i got hit by de ball n almost nao zhen dang(brain demage), n once i almost trip yixin.sry!! ha. both almost fell n the ball hit my cheeks while i try to catch n my jia ya almost drop! haha.''fake teeth'' i mean. hmms.but everyone girls was still okie la. we all keep saying friendly matches n 2/4 n2/8 girls we were like shaking hands with everyone. hahas. cool.
duhs.wad else can i say. wad else am i suppose to say? i hate it when things go beyond my control. but wad can i do. i can onli see it happen n let it past. wad should i say? wad should i do. i'm sick n tired of having to pretend at times. y cant i jus say it out? i guess. i'm disliking u more n more day by day.-sighs-.all the things u say. u jus dun noe wad it can really cause and the actions u do jus nv go through ur big brian. dun act. dun say sry when things cannot change le. dun say sry sry when onli things r done . i wan to show it. i wan to. but in de end, the fact will be changed. i will be the ''murderer'' and u r the ''reporter''.i hate it. i really hate it. i wonder jus wad r u thinking and which is the real u. tell me truefully. in ur heart. i'm merely smth else. i tell myself its okie. but the things u do. u really dun spare a thought for others.dun say u dunno when u didnt try. sighs.wad r years meant to be when it doesnt bond people together. stupids.
n u, i miss u no more. kan kai le. actually finding u is like seeing a cloud past through my sky. sooner or later it will also flow away de. the more i try to catch u, the more will u try to escape n in the end everything will disappear. so before i make this mistake, i should let go of everything n let u fly. anyway. u didnt belong to me in the 1st place.anyway, life has been as usual with or without u. i suppose. with u or not doesnt make a diff. i. should cherish my now. n not thinking of bitting more den i can chew. in case i come to regret someday n things cant be undone. so finally decision.take it nth has happen. pretend we didnt noe each other. pretend u didnt exist. hahas. i dun feel anything now le. maybe before was merely my wrong instinct bahs.
bell, finally decision, before i regret, i should take a u- turn 1st. in case i cant find any more U-turns if i walk aimlessly further more.=)) our black keychain is out le!!! whee!!