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Monday, January 09, 2006,
♥ 7:40 AM
sians...bad day i guess. jus like de weather. grey. rain. cold.
i duno. i really duno. i'm jus like. feeling an unexplainable stress n depressed. i jus feel like crying whenever A maths lesson is over. i jus duno why. even if i understand de lesson, when its over i jus feel like crying. i duno. i really duno. no one understand. if i dont. who understands?
when her lessons come i feel extremely stress lo. i cant even allow myself to breathe. i duno. i'm sort of terrified i guess. again. i duno how to explain. tt kind of dread. nvm. dun try to understand when u dun. cos u nv will.
i keep telling myself its okie its nth,everything is alright. but in the end i'm still back to how i'm feeling. de fear. i duno how to say. i mean. it jus freaks me out.feel like dropping A maths but scared i regret. but i'm like getting depression mans... nvm. i dun think a person in depression know he or she is having depression. but i could not help but think i'm sooner or later one of them. or rather. close now...
nvm. if ya dun understand. jus dun say anything.
n i'm stupid today. almost went into de wrong class n thanks to ruiling cos she called me back before i almost stepped into de wrong class.
had hmt supp at 3. was rather moodless. big rain. when it was smaller i went to red cross there. wanted to try n forget my troubles. helped bee lian called n she was liek so happy when she managed to get 3 callers. as long as she is happy=)) n fed her lo. wow. her chilli... den went over to harry's room there, with shalini,harry n han tong, val too lo. n bell, i today somesort of discover when han tong cries right, u try patting on his hand, it might work=) .
waited for renson n he came back from sch with step at like 6 15. fed him. i like his new haircut. love him=))
had a slight headache at home. btu much much better le.
dun ask if i'm okie. i'll jus breakdown any moment. i duno. at times i'm like get super high. n de next i'm like crying. i duno. wads happening lo.
thoroughly depressed...