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Friday, July 21, 2006,
♥ 8:26 AM
hohos.let me recount for this whole week. haha. too tired to blog. hmm. but yeahs. duno y tis whole week in class i am super tired. yups. from mon to fri. is like omg la. i duno y but everyday in class i jus feel like dozing off. also duno y. last time also ard same time sleep. but yeahs. duno la. ha.
monday :
super tired!! haha. den went to red cross in de afternoon with twinny bell n her angl ! haha. was kinda okie n fun! hehes. went to get stuffs for red cross n yeahs while i n bell at ntuc we fight to look for where oat is placed at n we were like holding onto each other dun let each other find it 1st. haha.super lame la. n thanku twinny for getting ''lunch'' for me. haha. appreciate it a lot a lot. hehes. hmms. den at red cross got other grp of volunteers there too !! haha. hmms. dey super friendly!! =D n got 1 adult he draws super gd! hehes. anyway,its nice to see boss n pauline ,dearest renson,valerie,harry,shalini,steph,hantong,jamie n many many!! haha. kinda long time didnt go le mahs. hehes. n yeahs yeahs. everyone is still okie i guess? hees. hmm.
renson was in sch n onli came back with steph at 6 + .haha.anyway super excited when i see him la. haha. he become cute-er n more handsome boy le!! haha. love him loads =)) hehes. den den stayed there till like near to 7 den we left le lo. hehes. super enjoyable =))
oh ya before tt! haha. when we were going to red cross right, super funny la. i n twinny bell we bluff angl.haha. cos after de bus stop after de salvation army there, the bus would past by a bus stop without stopin n stop at another de mah.so when de bus past by de one it wouldnt stop right, i n bell acted shock y didnt de bus stop den we bluff angl.haha.den v funny la. he also shck den keep pressing de door bell.haha.den i n twinnyy there laugh till burst. hahaa. den yeahs. after tt he realise we tricked him! =D
AFTER ttt had dinner with twinny n was woohooly enjoyable!!=D hahah. had ice kachang but de peanut one was eww. haha.anyway thanku twinny for it!=D
hmm.n someone told me to shudup during recess today. duhs...
TUESDAY :
hehe.today got some china students come our sch.den when dey arrived i am still a bit blur in my actions la. signs man. i jus cannot stand my blur-ness. n de china studnets were friendly la. haha. i chunyu aimin we sorta talked with ya jun n his friend.ahha.sry i forgotten his name. anyways,dey r friendly n funny! haha.so de 5 of us talk alot of stuffs la. talk crap talk this talk tt. haha. v funny la. haha. n yeahs dey joined us for lessons lor. hehes.
haha.oh ya! n super cute lei de ya jun n friend. haha. i ask dem wad name den i ask dem wad name dey wan call me. so ya jun's friend say XIAO MEI!! HAHA. OMG LO. super funny den i laugh out loud den say okie!! haha. later on i ask again he say i call ah mei! hahaha. super cute la. n yeahs. i am happy with my new founded name! ahha
PC wad okie!!! ahaha. enjoyable !
but den recess today got ppl ask me to go away n looked like she's gonna eat me up. haha
oh ya after tt there was a talk on timour leste i think. SUPER nice man. is like kinda touchin de video ! i wan go overseas do volunteer work!!!!! haha. dun care. die die my this life also mus at least go overseas once to do volunteer work! ahha. hopefully lor.
no napha retest today!! haha. n i kinda happy la. becos i need to retake my sit n reach =(( aww.hahaa. anyway.shant be bothered by it la. i fail le fail le. wad can i do? ahhaa. re take lor.so jus went to plaza with imah n xi! haha. bought my dragonflies stuffs n went home with my dearest fatchiek imah. hees =D. nice walk back.
aha. bebe! happy birthday =))
kite. sorry i decided to let u fly again.
sorry i let go.
but i guess i dun have a choice.
when everything jus seems so meaningless
n yeahs. tell myself, pack up, its time to get moving again.
becos wad else can i do?
WEDNESDAY : haha. as usual tired in class. yeahs. n i wasnt feeling as super high as usual. but i was more like meotionless at times when i'm alone. yups. i let go off my kite. but i jus doesnt seem to get sad. wad is happenin nerhs? i guess i've frozen my heart even without myself knowing.but yeahs today i guess i myself have realise it. i wont cry.
n yeahs co time was like need to bring de china students ard too. hehes. n yeahs i think i looked stupid la. becos a lot of chinese phrase i duno how to change from eng to chinese n v oftenly i am stucked. haha. n de china students v friendly la. cos drizzlign dne i suggested dey go indoors say dey might fall sick den dey v supportive one leis. dey say NVM! ITS OKIE!NP! haha. den yeahs lo. really thanku them .hehes. becos dey like jus v encouraging lo. den i ask if their teacher scold how, den got 1 china student v funny,she tell me onli got they scold ppl,dun have ppl scold them.ahha.damn funny la. hehes. but cutes. n yeahs i really appreciate alot.hehes.
n there was this mini concert. de 4 of us played cello minuet in G. haha. i think i played horribly. yups. no doubt i played badly. haha. can say is not as prepared la. sorry cello.
hahas. n yeahs yeahs.
recess time she wan argue with me. n i told her she could eat faster if she stop talking. but she jus continue n i cut across say thanku n walked off.i appreciate if she can give me de simplest respect.
throughout this wednesday i in class head feeling v stuffy n suffocated kind. den during cca time headache. reach home worst. den really cannot take it. after 1 h i leave my chem aside n went to sleep le. yups.better de next day i guess.
__ without my kite, i am still brave n strong.
THURSDAY :
omg lo. yesterday (thursday ) was de most horrible day of this week. yeahs. n i mus really apologise to durga! haha.becos morning i was stil okie den in sch 7 30 i become super sianed,sadded n moody. went to find imah n talk to her n thanku my dearest for listening to me. thanku for understand my un_explainables. hee. n yeahs i jus dun feel like talking at all from 8 am till like 4 30 the afternoon . can u imagine tt lo. but before tt morning assembly i apologised to durga 1st n told her i'm sry if i nv talk to her today becos i jus dun feel right. n yeahs. so glad my chocolate understands. =)) sorry .really sorry i have this attitude yesterday.
n yeahs but yest pe was fun!! haha. played captains ball. my grp kinda funny la. i duno y but everytime i take de ball i will be like '' wait wait wait!! '' haha. n yeahs. clumsy lo.
n so de whole day i dun feel like talking at all. lunch was worst. de moment i saw jiahui i jus feel like breaking down. but yeahs. i hold back my tears n walked away with a smile.
i wont cry. i wont cry.
after tt 4 30 felt much better n i drew some chocolates for durga n apologise again. haha. thanku for being understanding=)) n yeahs talked to her n felt much better. ahah. n today i realise actually my class can also be quite cute de la. haha. xiao leong ge sounds cute!=D.super funny la while waiting for bio supp. =D well. we 3/9 knows wad is happening ! ahha
went to meet sis at 530 after bio supp n went to causeway! haha. thanku sis for ya treats n i really had a gd chat with u today!=D
love ya loads!=D
it was an un_explainable feeling tt came over me.
was is saddness?
was it emptiness?
disapppointment?
i'm clueless.
TODAY (FRIDAY): HAHA. FUN MAN!today really had a gd laugh with drey n xi during the cultura fest thing. i also cant really rmb la. but yeahs thanks to drey's WEI LU SHI entertaining song! haha. she was like repeating n sining aloud wherever she go!! haha.but yeahs super funny la. ahhaa. n cutes! hehes. thank u xi n drey for making my afternoon such a pleasent one!
oh ya. today was racial harmony day. haha.make me think of last year racial harmony day with 2/4 .hehes.
den cdp mrs tan nv come. haha.so yuhui peijie farhanah meiyen n i decided to bring the chem make up lesson forward. haha. n we got permission from ms lim n de relieve teacher. so okie! ahha. we go down do right. den no teacher look after us mah den we v bad leis. we 5 ppl do 1 titration test !! ahha. den hor v funny we cheat one la actually. haha.den suddenly ms lim come in! haha.den she ask whose exper was tt den we v quiet. haha. den she found out we 5 actually shared 1!! den we no choice. admit lor n redo de exper oursevles. ahha. de 5 of us were laughing at ourselves la becos we thought we can jus easy easy finsih den kana caught. ahha
n yeahs. OMG! ahha. den right ard 6+ i went back with sis den when we were abt to alight at the lake right, de bus v cramp mah den suddenly there was this pri sch girl screamed u noe. super loud den we at 1st thought she playing with 2 other pri sch indian boys but den she screamed louder n louder n she was crying n screaming den i n xi was like jus in front of her n the door mah den we shocked like hell leis. becos de girl's head was inbetween a door tt is half open n de e-zlink card machine. is liek omg lo. den got 1 adult there too plus de 2 pri indian boys den 5 of us froze u noe for like 3 seconds before we were brought back to our senses n de adult tired to alert the uncle. but duno de uncle got hear not. IS omg!!! super scary u noe. she coudlnt move at the moment lo n she was crying real hard. den de bus door closed n de girl's head was realised but she cry super hard den i n xi helped her to rub her head lo. den right i ask her which bus stop she alight then she say de next one. haha. den de funny part is de next busstop right, i and xi alighted den we look behind de girl was still on de bus. haha. den is MISTAKE!! she need 1 mroe bus stop den alight. haha. which means 2 of us alight wrong la. den no time to go by back or front door. den de bus drove off le right i duno y but i jus feel the urge to find the lil girl.so i n xi ran all de way from pending bus stop to bankit bus stop. omg lo. haha. v far lei. den hor we really sprint like siao leis. ahhaha. v v v vfunny la. funny in uniform with sch bags n ranning like we r duno going hwere. den when we reached de next bus stop de girlgirl not there le. haha. dne well~ no choice. haha.so i n xi walked all de way back from bankit to home! haha. n we were actually sort of laughing at ourselves becos thsi whole incident ended like quite funny. haha. we haven say finsih den de girl jus went home. haha. somemroe we ran den ran back. haha. n i really cant believe i met such an incident lor. becos normally liek tv news den have de. haha. n so really freaky la. scary. haha.
i hope de girlgirl is alright !!!next time mus be more carefull not to stand near the door!! =))
n somemore during recess v wad lei. she say wad i sound so gentle to guys n say wad i scolded them. I NEVER. n she told her friends i have a problem with her. silly man. wad for lo? i nth better to do issit? DOTS.
its near to a year n u hadnt forget about the past. wad for nerhs. arent u tired? dun ya think its really think to let go of all ur hatred?
=(( sadded n disappointed when i saw tt. i jus dun understand u noe.
y on earth do people wan to hurt people? wad issit they get in return lo? sadistic satisfaction? dots man. wad for lors. why go ard hurting ppl n onli being happy when ur happiness was built on their misery. think my dears. think. its not worth it. becos someday u'll come to realise tt all tt u've done is jus emptiness. n onli tt will u realise how childish u have been n u 'll onli regret.stop it . how mnany times do people wan to pierce others' heart before u're really satisfied?
do u noe how difficult n hard it is when u've jus forgotten how to cry?
do u noe how xin ku it is when u jus feel emotional but emtionless?
i've forgotten how to cry .
i'm brave.
i wont cry.
i wont.
THANKU GARFIELD IN GARLIC FIELD FOR LISTENING TO ME!!!=D